All the extra activity in the salvia sub-forum must have helped me remember that it’s been a long time since I had a salvia journey, so I decided that tonight would be the night.
As usual, I weighed a dose of my 20X. I didn’t want to go too far, so I weighed out as close to 23mg as my scale allows. “That won’t take me too far” I thought. Ha!
Without any anxiety or hesitation, I inhaled the dose, held it in for maybe 15 seconds, and was rapidly taken away. But I wasn’t taken very “far”. Somehow, a rip or tear in space opened up, and I was able to see the many layers of realities that lie side-by-side with ours. They’re stacked like pages in a book, and I started moving through the rip.
The clarity and vividness of the experience was unlike any salvia experience I’ve ever had before – it was much more like a deep DMT experience in terms of visual clarity. My identity, as usual, was stripped away very early on, so although I still knew I was a person, I no longer knew who I was.
As I was being pulled through the “dimensional rip”, I was “melding” with layers as I’d pass by them. When melded, I felt as if I was somehow a part of that reality-layer – I became aware of “my” existence in that reality. Then I’d meld with the next layer, and become aware of my identity in that reality. It’s as if “I” exist in all of these nearby realities, but am only aware of one at a time. By moving through them, I became aware of many in succession.
Moving through these realities was fascinating, and I was talking to someone who was “guiding” me through them. I felt like I knew him, but whoever he was, I can’t remember now. At no time did I feel anxious or afraid. I was fascinated by my movement through these realities, and near the end of the experience, I became aware that I belonged to a particular layer. I questioned whether or not I’d get back to that particular layer, but wasn’t really concerned if I did or not, since they all seemed equally appealing and familiar to me as I was passing through them.
At the end of the experience, I could feel myself being gently lowered back onto my bed – salvia is so tactile. The feeling was so convincing that I had to open my eyes to see if I was floating above my bed (I wasn’t
) I was gone for about 15 minutes. And as I type this, it’s been about an hour since I’ve been back, and I still feel the salvia circulating through my head.
I’m not sure what it all means, but what a vivid “inter-dimensional” journey it was!
As usual, I weighed a dose of my 20X. I didn’t want to go too far, so I weighed out as close to 23mg as my scale allows. “That won’t take me too far” I thought. Ha!
Without any anxiety or hesitation, I inhaled the dose, held it in for maybe 15 seconds, and was rapidly taken away. But I wasn’t taken very “far”. Somehow, a rip or tear in space opened up, and I was able to see the many layers of realities that lie side-by-side with ours. They’re stacked like pages in a book, and I started moving through the rip.
The clarity and vividness of the experience was unlike any salvia experience I’ve ever had before – it was much more like a deep DMT experience in terms of visual clarity. My identity, as usual, was stripped away very early on, so although I still knew I was a person, I no longer knew who I was.
As I was being pulled through the “dimensional rip”, I was “melding” with layers as I’d pass by them. When melded, I felt as if I was somehow a part of that reality-layer – I became aware of “my” existence in that reality. Then I’d meld with the next layer, and become aware of my identity in that reality. It’s as if “I” exist in all of these nearby realities, but am only aware of one at a time. By moving through them, I became aware of many in succession.
Moving through these realities was fascinating, and I was talking to someone who was “guiding” me through them. I felt like I knew him, but whoever he was, I can’t remember now. At no time did I feel anxious or afraid. I was fascinated by my movement through these realities, and near the end of the experience, I became aware that I belonged to a particular layer. I questioned whether or not I’d get back to that particular layer, but wasn’t really concerned if I did or not, since they all seemed equally appealing and familiar to me as I was passing through them.
At the end of the experience, I could feel myself being gently lowered back onto my bed – salvia is so tactile. The feeling was so convincing that I had to open my eyes to see if I was floating above my bed (I wasn’t
) I was gone for about 15 minutes. And as I type this, it’s been about an hour since I’ve been back, and I still feel the salvia circulating through my head.I’m not sure what it all means, but what a vivid “inter-dimensional” journey it was!
