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concombres said:Were you able to break through with a reasonable amount? (Ex. 40-50mg)
Yes, in fact, it was much more potent than I orignially assumed it would be!:shock:
The first bio-assay was performed when I could see/feel that all the crystal shards & red/brown goop was very dry.
I loaded up what looked to be about 40-50 mg thinking that it wouldn't be too potent...
The first one to two hits were mild, no breakthrough; just that familiar tryptamine high & body load; swirling geometric patterns all around our back yard. I thought, "this is nice, not too potent just like I figured".
Then I hit it again, but this time I felt/heard the goop bubbling, ending up with a massive hit in my lungs...I instantly knew that this was it; here we go again, I'm breaking through into the hyperspatial realms once more!!!
And, oh boy, was it a ride!
First it was what I call the fractal medicine people, who I actually hadn't seen for quite a while...They had been absent in my last several (perhaps 10 or so) breakthroughs...They always welcome me in this weird way by shoving more than imaginable amounts of "information" into my mind. I never quite know what to make of these moments, but it's happened to me so many times now that I just roll with it because I know that in a minute or so it will end & I will be catapulted into some crazy hyperspace realm and/or realms.
And then....
I was shot into The Void for the first time on DMT.
Ah that peaceful feeling of being everything & nothing at once. Of being nobody & everybody simultaneously...Of knowing everything & nothing paradoxically...
This was not at my first time entering The Void; The unspeakable; The Alpha/Omega; I had reached it a handful of times before in this lifetime with LSD & Psilocybe cubensis...
But this was the first time I'd ever been dissolved into The Void on DMT.
Eternity...
Before I knew it, I was back into what I call the "ballroom", where various entities dance a very dignified dance...I have been there quite a few times during my hyperspatial travels...
Then I could feel the tryptamines starting to wear off; the usual tearing & yawning began to come on...My usual post-hyperspace grin & feelings of deep gratitude.
I laughed out loud & thanked "them" as I always do, out loud, "thank you guys!!!! Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you all being there & doing whatever it is you do for me!!! Thank you!!! Love you!!!"
And with that I was back to baseline & thinking, "wow! cool! I've got some seriously potent spice here that I extracted myself with just sodium carb, vinegar & 99% IPA! What a wonderous thing!!"