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Farewell from she/it

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Morphing...honestly you dont need to take this all as a personal attack on you..I dont really think that that is what it is at all..

We are all people here..behind all these names and avatars are many, many real people..all with real experience of their own to share..none of us are perfect..we all have flaws, but that is what makes us special..you are no different.

I am not discredititing the idea that you were perhaps actaully channeling some hyperspace entity..like I said before, I just cannot know that either way..so what good is it to me? I find more pleasure in validating these things for myself through my own experience..my own gnosis..

I am sure many others here feel the same way..just as you feel that you know what you know becasue you have experienced those things first hand for yourself...

I am not trying to tell you what the intention of she/it's posts were..becasue that would be arrogant and assuming of me..but I can easily see how some of it can come off SOUNDING sort of "all knowing" etc...again, I dont know if it was intended that way...Im not comming to conclusions here, dont really care to.. this is the internet..real intentions get lost in translation all the time..but hey, thats language..

If you try to take a step back and just see read it from others perspective it might help you to understand why it was recieved the way that it was..and if you cant see it at all thats fine..just let it go..there are no enemies here..we can all be friends..
 
Phew! Well that is quite schizoid but I am glad that there is an equally spectacular flip side to that nastiness you have antrocles! And that you even have a nice arse....:) I do too for the record...;) I am also a complete wierdo so I am not surprised to see some people dislike or misunderstand what i tried to do.

Please realise, when I use the word 'experiment' I do not imply anything disrespectful or flippant. I considered my actions very carefully and only chose to interact with the forum via she/it because I thought it was the most appropriate place to invoke she/it precisely because many dmt users are BOTH sceptical and rational in response to their experiences on dmt AND open to the humbling beauty and divinity of those experiences. I gave this community the credit of being intelligent enough and open-minded enough to respond to she/it in ways that would benefit not just me but others too. But if the verdict is that my contribution was of no value and even of negative value, then I have no interest in attempting any more invocations and I am sorry for wasting your time with my "bullshit". I cannot speak as she/it here anymore and if I wanted to do so again I would need to ask all over again with a precise agenda that I presented to she/it. But I can't imagine that she/it would agree to come again if her/its presence has already been explicitly made unwelcome. So I will just continue to post as myself.
 
Tho not believing in any way whatsoever anything shit said.... i have to say that I thoroughly enjoyed the posts... they were a good read. Basically the only thread I ever read outside of anything directly "work", chemistry related. They were very entertaining. My opinion carries some weight here, tho not where it counts as where hammers and such are involved, but I wouldn't have banned her/it, and he/it shouldn't run off either. She/it just needs to come back to earth and lay the pipe down for a while. We here at this site are some of the most intellectual, intelligent people in the world. She/it cant really expect anyone to believe what they say... however their voice is/was a source of entertainment, and it bore the right to be heard... as do all of ours. Godspeed.
 
fractal enchantment said:
Morphing...honestly you dont need to take this all as a personal attack on you..I dont really think that that is what it is at all..
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Fractal, i don't take it personally, since what part of 'me' is present on this forum is only a fraction of me anyway, and she/it was something altogether different again.

I am not trying to tell you what the intention of she/it's posts were..becasue that would be arrogant and assuming of me..but I can easily see how some of it can come off SOUNDING sort of "all knowing" etc...again, I dont know if it was intended that way...Im not comming to conclusions here, dont really care to.. this is the internet..real intentions get lost in translation all the time..

If you try to take a step back and just see read it from others perspective it might help you to understand why it was recieved the way that it was..and if you cant see it at all thats fine..just let it go..there are no enemies here..we can all be friends.
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She/it is a deity and perhaps I translated her/it poorly in representing her/it as infinitely wise. But I did not ever try to pretend that she/it knew everything exactly, more that she/it was the potential of all-knowingness. She/it is a deity afterall! In writing she/it's responses, I tried to be faithful to the tone of the way the entity I interact with sounds to me. But that is difficult because that entity does not use language to communicate with me.

We are all people here..behind all these names and avatars are many, many real people..all with real experience of their own to share..none of us are perfect..we all have flaws, but that is what makes us special..you are no different.
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Actually I am different! We are all different from each other. THAT is the beauty of our oneness! That is one thing I have taken from my dmt experiences - the incredible fractal multiplicity of the reality that appears. That is why I have been baffled every time my threads get locked by the moderators just because there is disagreement occurring on them. Difference is not enmity! Sameness is not togetherness. We can differ and still stand as one. I have love, respect and gratitude to all those who have furthered our knowledge of entheogens. But that will never result in me quashing my difference from others within that community or in insisting that others should share my views on everything.:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
 
what I mean was that you are no different from us in that you DO have differneces and that is what makes you an individual..that is whats important.
 
Having only just read sheit's intro essay, I'm kinda bummed out sheit's not coming back. No doubt I'm glad the mods where helping to secure the community we have, but I didn't see any harm in that intro essay. However, I did learn a lot simply from reading what sheit got in before sheit left. Maybe that was all I needed. haha :)
 
fractal enchantment said:
what I mean was that you are no different from us in that you DO have differneces and that is what makes you an individual..that is whats important.
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Hon I KNOW I am an individual human like everyone else. I never claimed to be special because I was invoking she/it. She/it is not human though. I guess that was the major problem of misunderstanding about she/it. Because some people saw she/it as me, they assumed I must be arrogant and hubristic. I never saw myself AS she/it. As I have explained all along, I experience she/it as an external consciousness that inhabits me when I make room by emptying my ego through a meditative procedure. When I channel or invoke she/it, I do not feel as if it is me speaking, but another. The fact that it must be me because I don't actually believe in the external existence of gods was always something that befuddled me, that I could not even believe and which filled me with humility not arrogance. I find it impossible to believe that I am as wise and loving and wonderful as she/it. But I was treated by the moderators as If it was ME claiming to be a deity. This was NOT how I experienced or explained it.
 
This "to that nastiness you have antrocles!" is a lie - antrocles has no nastyness - or if he does, he doesnt feed it as iv never seen it.
This is sick, egotistical and weird - bondage mistress/part time hyperspace being - but dont worry, spice heals(aya) - perhaps check out mescaline too.
 
Phlux- said:
This "to that nastiness you have antrocles!" is a lie - antrocles has no nastyness - or if he does, he doesnt feed it as iv never seen it.
This is sick, egotistical and weird - bondage mistress/part time hyperspace being - but dont worry, spice heals(aya) - perhaps check out mescaline too.
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I am a fulltime professional scholar actually, bondage mistress and contortionist part time for fun. Already healed by many entheogens, thanks.

You don't have to take my word for it - the nastiness of antrocles toward me followed by platitudes of love is there in print for all to read. You never copped it from him maybe because he likes you unlike me. Yes I am weird, no not ill at the moment (thanks for your concern), yes I have an ego as do you and everyone else (except for she/it who is other than ME, once again, at least in how I experienced her/it).
 
I am really confused is this a post by "Lady Ga GA/She It?

I cant follow this pop crap sorry.
It certainly has no place here.



Peace
MV
 
MagikVenom said:
I am really confused is this a post by "Lady Ga GA/She It?

I cant follow this pop crap sorry.
It certainly has no place here.



Peace
MV
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Calling something crap and then claiming peace....

Passive aggression bigtime! It seems that does have all too much of a place here.
 
I think everybody got their point across, yes? What is the use of continually bashing each other and this place?

isnt that enough already? before posting, please, everybody, try to think: Will this be good in any way, will it help anyone, will it be better for overall atmosphere, will it increase knowledge, will it benefit the community? Because the way i see this is creating quite unnecessary bad feelings here

Now lets turn the page go about our day, yes?

greets
 
yep ok sorry - thanks for the reminder end - i had said to myself about a week ago - before hitting post - ask myself - is it positive ?
 
Thanks endlessness, a welcome reminder to us all to consider what value our discussion has to others.

What I hope to contribute for others is the example of how one can remain in place to answer all criticisms as honestly as possible regardless of how spiteful or unreasonable the respondents are. All too often on forums contributors with views or approaches different to others become the scapegoats of aggression and are simply driven away. I had hoped this forum would operate differently.
 
Wow I actualy made it to the end of this thread.
Pls Morphing Interstices, just stick to the stuf you are good at. I have seen some of it already. No need to get things complicated.
You are smarter than that.

Btw I do not believe you are just 'provoking' but I sure get that message somehow. Could be me :oops: being not smart or interested enough to sift through all this nonsense about nonsense. You see I am all messed up now... i do not know anymore who is who talking to it or she when he was the other one that was with and about or near the moment he was blaming her or it or whatever that they were this all being, that was in the end misunderstood.

And that is why I blame you :p
 
frikken awesome - "i do not know anymore who is who talking to it or she when he was the other one that was with and about or near the moment he was blaming her or it or whatever that they were this all being, that was in the end misunderstood."
 
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