Finally stepped back in

[Puddles84]

So about a month ago I had my first experience with DMT. I extracted a little over a gram using 50g of MHRB using CYB’s tek. I wrote about my first experience in “first steps in hyperspace” with the title “OH MY”. Now one thing I didn’t really mention in there was how terrified I was the whole time. Prob shouldn’t have done 60mg my first rodeo but I did because I wanted to know.

Well today I decided to give it another try. Last time I had serious pain all over my body and I actually saw a bunch of jesters which blew me away cause I thought that was all BS. This time though GOOD LORD the euphoria. It was almost sexually arousing. Pretty much a whole body orgasim and the visuals were so beautiful. The one weird thing though is both times when the loud ringing starts and reality starts to melt away in my head I’m saying why did I do this why did I do this why did I do this and it’s pretty scary but this time when I was flying through the vortex my fear just disappeared. I don’t really remember anything that happened except something with pyramids and a woman but that’s all I can remember and that is only because I couldn’t believe how real the pyramids looked while everything in the background looked like a circus on a 800ug LSD trip. I’m just happy I had a very positive experience this time around.

Also thanks to everyone here that keeps this place going. Without you all none of this would have been possible for me.

 

[Liquidreality]

Gives me optimism, as I haven't done it in about a month(?) now as I had an experience that shook me a bit. Not a bad trip exactly, but enough of a shock to have me question whether or not to continue course.

 

[TexasTrichocereus]

Glad to hear you had a glorious experience! The shape shifting pyramids made of the most vivid and beautiful 'legos'

I feel the spice beckoning me to dive in. It's been calling for sometime now. The time is near. Pre flight anxiety is always present before the 1st hit takes effect then it washes it all away and allows me to fully submerge myself in all its glory. I'm not exactly sure why I put it away for many months but I have and in that time I feel I have accomplished much of what I needed too. Im engaged and relationship is great, my gardens are growing daily and healthy, work is going well (although it's just a means to an end until I can open up a plant nursery)

 

[Puddles84]

Gives me optimism, as I haven't done it in about a month(?) now as I had an experience that shook me a bit. Not a bad trip exactly, but enough of a shock to have me question whether or not to continue course.

Yeah man same here. I didn’t have a “bad trip” I was just caught off guard by how absolutely powerful and intense it actually was. I’ve been taking LSD and Mushrooms for 17 years and have taken some pretty heavy doses of both, have had ego death multiple times and even blasted out of this universe quite a few times. DMT though is just on a whole other level that takes some serious pre trip meditating and preparation.

 

[Rainner]

Hiya Puddles,

Thank you for sharing your experience.

This time though GOOD LORD the euphoria. It was almost sexually arousing. Pretty much a whole body orgasim and the visuals were so beautiful.

This sounds almost exactly what I experienced when I left my body to go home. I described it as every cell in my body was experiencing like an orgasmic sensation, and the depth and warmth of an indescribable love embraced around me; But then I found myself on the other side saying I wasn't done with what I was to accomplish back in my vehicle (body) and I needed to go back; so back I ascended although it would have been bliss to stay where I went.

My experience did not happen with DMT for me, I was not on anything. What I will speak of is only to set the stage so you and others can see what triggered me to this level, if it is a level; and I do not mention this for sympathy, as I believe everything happens for a reason.

I had experienced the deepest loss and grief beyond my imagination. I didn't think I could experience anything deeper than what my life had presented me in the past decades which was loss of almost everyone I loved starting at age 6; Then what triggered this was the loss of my last daughter. The grief was beyond description and I literally went and laid down and with conscious thought I left my body for dead, I didn't want to be here any longer.

I was able to just 'leave' with a conscious thought that was so powerful, it was like breathing or walking, it took no effort like it was natural. The correlation of your described experience and what I had after I left my body is amazingly close.

Anyway, what a beautiful experience you had I can relate too, thank you for sharing it.

Namaste

-Rainner