Hey everyone first time poster. Just wanted to share my trip report from last night! Now I ended up just writing this all out in word and intend on continuing to do so for my own documentation which I'm just going to copy paste here so apologies as the writing style, names etc will come across as me talking to me rather than all of you lol. So first half of my report here is nothing crazy but the second half when i decided to vape my DMT cart is when everything truly kicks in.
Trip Report May 23rd 2026
First attempt at Anahuasca by means of Syrian rue harmala extract 200mgs taken at 7pm then 50mg freebase DMT 45 mins later. At about 8:15 I started to feel a great body buzz and very light visuals could only really see as I looked at my ceiling the textures moving. Was listening to second half of Einar Solberg - Vox Occulta at the time and the emotional weight of the songs was hitting a lot harder then previous listens. Actually understood final song much better as I Once thought it was kind of a weaker track (still great) off the album. Then put on Claypool Lennon Golden egg for my first listen and was totally blown away. Once that was over I did notice light CEV and still about the same open eye with some very light almost unperceptable fractal patterns. All the while I felt amazing no stomach issues or nausea need to purge nothing was totally fine. I than decided to just sit with silence and meditate on the feeling in my sunroom as I listened to the rain. I could hear musical patterns within the rain drops I started tapping them out and trying to use it as a means of discovering new rhythmic patterns for me to fuck with in my own music. Which made me think of listening through that song I’ve been working on through my phone to see what I thought of it in this state. Thankfully I still liked it and didn’t think it was gay so that’s good. Continued to sit in silence and mediate with sun as the effects wore off I contemplated the idea of journaling on my day to day as a means of meditation. Tried it before in the past when I was in a darker period of my life with my ex and got curious what the results would be now that I’m totally happy and content with life aside from being broke all the time but bills are paid got my own place so be it. Went on my phone fucked up some chess moves scrolled Instagram considering going out front for cigar but didn’t want to leave the peace and quiet of no lights, just night sky and rain. I believed I was done my trip and just feeling the after glow slightly disappointed that I didn’t have a full aya experience but still happy my experiment showed results. So I decided to vape my dmt pen so I could at least have one crazy trip before going to bed.
Grabbed a pillow laid on sunroom floor with sunny, pen in hand and got three full pulls. I could feel it as I normally do as I pulled the third lungful as I kept inhaling the light wouldn’t signal im done and my lung capacity was full so I stopped anyways laid the pen beside me held my breath as long as I could and put hands on my chest. I don’t really remember exhaling at this point I was gone it gets fuzzy here and hard to remember as always like trying to remember a dream. I was however completely separated from my body. Wait actually I remember being in the waiting room and thinking “damn no full breakthrough that’s fine im loving this all good” then being shot out of the waiting room to absolute chaos. Eventually order came to the mess of fractals and I felt my soul connected to all these green orbs clustered and constantly turning them selves inside out with these daisy like flowers blossoming outwards from the orbs over and over with these happy faces on them. It was beautiful but I hated it. I hated it because I had absolutely zero control over it I couldn’t stop it and it was such an overload of information. I wasn’t just seeing these orbs I was them. My very essence being torn out of me at a constant stream with no end like my life force it self was being siphoned out and it just kept coming out and there was nothing I could do. No closing my eyes, turning my body, contorting myself, breathing, nothing because my body no longer existed right now just whatever this pure conscious state was and I knew I’ve had this lack of control in the past and in order to calm it I had to do the aforementioned mostly breath but I couldn’t. I told myself just let go and let what happens happen I’ve no control and again in the past that worked right now it would not. Eventually a voice maybe less a voice but a form of communication told me My efforts were futile as this is the pure conscious state functioning as it always has and always will since before I opened my eyes to the world and will continue long after I die. And I need to accept it that my perception of reality being in this body or not will never end. This will never ever end. And I started to get comfortable with that idea. I wanted it to stop still but it was getting more manageable…slowly it calmed and I was able to feel a semblance of my body and managed to crack open my eyes. Everything looked incredible. Every edge of an object in my field of vision swirled into one another all dark colours due to the night but still vibrant and calming despite how chaotic it appeared. I couldn’t keep my eyes open for long though despite my best efforts they would shut and I was back to another different world of fractals and timelessness. I kept getting my eyes open here and there and still same visuals I saw when open this back and forth went on for a bit until I could feel how cold I was. I wanted to get up now but couldn’t gravity had me stuck to the ground my body weighed 100s of tons I couldn’t move. I kept trying slowly managing to get an arm back on my chest. Bent a knee up would collapse back down. Gave up laid there longer and eventually managed to roll over and push my self up off the ground with great effort. I could keep my eyes open now and in pitch black could just see a pattern of triangles locked into a grid like teeth locking together. I knew I couldn’t leave without my phone as im going to want to put on calm music again as soon as I escape this room. After struggling I managed to find it but collapsed right back into the ground (safely) I slumped onto the brick wall and realised my breathing was out of sync. I closed my eyes and put all effort into concentrating on my breath and as I did so everything got calmer and I connected to everything. Living and object I was connected to it all. Felt nothing but absolute love from everything. I realised right now I could remote view but had no way to test it. I couldn’t actually manage to ask anyone what they were doing as phone use was still out of the question and I knew I wouldn’t be dead accurate. I had a very strong understanding of how it worked though. I’ve heard the reports on how people would do it “just say a place think of an object person and instantly seeing what they were doing writing it down and managing to get 80 percent (give or take) correct. It seemed obvious to some places I went Emily in Mexico watching a performance (she posted multiple times she was doing it made sense) Ryan at home lights out with carly watching a movie and eating a snack. Asher in his room playing video games when he should be sleeping. Obvious shit that I could be wrong on but felt I was right. Again at least had some slight understanding how people that actually do this do it. I felt if I did ask the answer would be “yeah obviously im doing that” but still it felt so legitimate and I knew I’m probably not doing it at all just understood how those who can do so. I tried going to an alien ship in the Atlantic but again I think I just thought of what I would like to see if I could rather than actually seeing something. Anyways breath stabilized feeling this connection I stood. Grabbed phone again and got into my dining room. With the colourful lights on my visuals were now completely unlike any I’ve ever seen before. Everything looked crystalized all edges of everything sharp and angular but prismatic like glass of a broken prism. Beautiful colours beaming through it all. Generally my DMY visuals are cartoonish, objects are very cube like into a square grid but curved corners and edges, every shape with a singular colour as if the world was cell shaded.I want to say about 45 mins have now passed since I used the pen. I got my way to the couch and struggled hard to get Spotify to work and play but managed to do it at which point I also managed to send ryan a meme of astronaut blastin off into space. I cocooned into my couch face buried into the back of it, rolled up into a tight ball just thinking about how much I love life and thankful for being able to experience whatever this existence is every day. I was cold though thus being tightly rolled up. Very cold. As I kept pondering stuff and getting more comfortable with thoughts I started opening my body up like breaking free of a cocoon. Eventually was able to just lay on the couch comfortably. I think that’s when I texted ryan unreal or whatever I said. I then convinced myself that if im as connected to everything as I thought then I could attempt to convince an ufo to show it presence to me. If I’m connected not to earth but to the universe then this ultra intelligent life must be paying attention and hearing my desire to step outside of earth constraints by means of just glimpsing a craft let alone figure. I felt to my soul it would work so got up looked in my backyard and of course nothing but just because I wanted for that and for all I know I was heard (doubtful) doesn’t warrant a response so fair enough I thought. Then went to my bed to lay down. Got cozy sunny jumped up and snuggled up with me hella tight and I just thought about stuff. Thought how much in retrospect I loved every minute of that initial scary experience and how I felt like I accomplished something getting past it. What that was I don’t know but I Eagerly did and still do want to go through that again. I laid in bed for hours with visuals and thoughts last I remember checking it was 5am and I was still awake but content in no rush to sleep despite knowing I needed to. To be honest I don’t actually know if I did sleep it felt like I just laid there the whole time. Luna eventually snuggled into my arms and beside my head and fell asleep she was there for a god 2 hours. I felt her the whole time which Is why I don’t think I slept. Made a decision to just get up at around 8 and start my day.
Trip Report May 23rd 2026
First attempt at Anahuasca by means of Syrian rue harmala extract 200mgs taken at 7pm then 50mg freebase DMT 45 mins later. At about 8:15 I started to feel a great body buzz and very light visuals could only really see as I looked at my ceiling the textures moving. Was listening to second half of Einar Solberg - Vox Occulta at the time and the emotional weight of the songs was hitting a lot harder then previous listens. Actually understood final song much better as I Once thought it was kind of a weaker track (still great) off the album. Then put on Claypool Lennon Golden egg for my first listen and was totally blown away. Once that was over I did notice light CEV and still about the same open eye with some very light almost unperceptable fractal patterns. All the while I felt amazing no stomach issues or nausea need to purge nothing was totally fine. I than decided to just sit with silence and meditate on the feeling in my sunroom as I listened to the rain. I could hear musical patterns within the rain drops I started tapping them out and trying to use it as a means of discovering new rhythmic patterns for me to fuck with in my own music. Which made me think of listening through that song I’ve been working on through my phone to see what I thought of it in this state. Thankfully I still liked it and didn’t think it was gay so that’s good. Continued to sit in silence and mediate with sun as the effects wore off I contemplated the idea of journaling on my day to day as a means of meditation. Tried it before in the past when I was in a darker period of my life with my ex and got curious what the results would be now that I’m totally happy and content with life aside from being broke all the time but bills are paid got my own place so be it. Went on my phone fucked up some chess moves scrolled Instagram considering going out front for cigar but didn’t want to leave the peace and quiet of no lights, just night sky and rain. I believed I was done my trip and just feeling the after glow slightly disappointed that I didn’t have a full aya experience but still happy my experiment showed results. So I decided to vape my dmt pen so I could at least have one crazy trip before going to bed.
Grabbed a pillow laid on sunroom floor with sunny, pen in hand and got three full pulls. I could feel it as I normally do as I pulled the third lungful as I kept inhaling the light wouldn’t signal im done and my lung capacity was full so I stopped anyways laid the pen beside me held my breath as long as I could and put hands on my chest. I don’t really remember exhaling at this point I was gone it gets fuzzy here and hard to remember as always like trying to remember a dream. I was however completely separated from my body. Wait actually I remember being in the waiting room and thinking “damn no full breakthrough that’s fine im loving this all good” then being shot out of the waiting room to absolute chaos. Eventually order came to the mess of fractals and I felt my soul connected to all these green orbs clustered and constantly turning them selves inside out with these daisy like flowers blossoming outwards from the orbs over and over with these happy faces on them. It was beautiful but I hated it. I hated it because I had absolutely zero control over it I couldn’t stop it and it was such an overload of information. I wasn’t just seeing these orbs I was them. My very essence being torn out of me at a constant stream with no end like my life force it self was being siphoned out and it just kept coming out and there was nothing I could do. No closing my eyes, turning my body, contorting myself, breathing, nothing because my body no longer existed right now just whatever this pure conscious state was and I knew I’ve had this lack of control in the past and in order to calm it I had to do the aforementioned mostly breath but I couldn’t. I told myself just let go and let what happens happen I’ve no control and again in the past that worked right now it would not. Eventually a voice maybe less a voice but a form of communication told me My efforts were futile as this is the pure conscious state functioning as it always has and always will since before I opened my eyes to the world and will continue long after I die. And I need to accept it that my perception of reality being in this body or not will never end. This will never ever end. And I started to get comfortable with that idea. I wanted it to stop still but it was getting more manageable…slowly it calmed and I was able to feel a semblance of my body and managed to crack open my eyes. Everything looked incredible. Every edge of an object in my field of vision swirled into one another all dark colours due to the night but still vibrant and calming despite how chaotic it appeared. I couldn’t keep my eyes open for long though despite my best efforts they would shut and I was back to another different world of fractals and timelessness. I kept getting my eyes open here and there and still same visuals I saw when open this back and forth went on for a bit until I could feel how cold I was. I wanted to get up now but couldn’t gravity had me stuck to the ground my body weighed 100s of tons I couldn’t move. I kept trying slowly managing to get an arm back on my chest. Bent a knee up would collapse back down. Gave up laid there longer and eventually managed to roll over and push my self up off the ground with great effort. I could keep my eyes open now and in pitch black could just see a pattern of triangles locked into a grid like teeth locking together. I knew I couldn’t leave without my phone as im going to want to put on calm music again as soon as I escape this room. After struggling I managed to find it but collapsed right back into the ground (safely) I slumped onto the brick wall and realised my breathing was out of sync. I closed my eyes and put all effort into concentrating on my breath and as I did so everything got calmer and I connected to everything. Living and object I was connected to it all. Felt nothing but absolute love from everything. I realised right now I could remote view but had no way to test it. I couldn’t actually manage to ask anyone what they were doing as phone use was still out of the question and I knew I wouldn’t be dead accurate. I had a very strong understanding of how it worked though. I’ve heard the reports on how people would do it “just say a place think of an object person and instantly seeing what they were doing writing it down and managing to get 80 percent (give or take) correct. It seemed obvious to some places I went Emily in Mexico watching a performance (she posted multiple times she was doing it made sense) Ryan at home lights out with carly watching a movie and eating a snack. Asher in his room playing video games when he should be sleeping. Obvious shit that I could be wrong on but felt I was right. Again at least had some slight understanding how people that actually do this do it. I felt if I did ask the answer would be “yeah obviously im doing that” but still it felt so legitimate and I knew I’m probably not doing it at all just understood how those who can do so. I tried going to an alien ship in the Atlantic but again I think I just thought of what I would like to see if I could rather than actually seeing something. Anyways breath stabilized feeling this connection I stood. Grabbed phone again and got into my dining room. With the colourful lights on my visuals were now completely unlike any I’ve ever seen before. Everything looked crystalized all edges of everything sharp and angular but prismatic like glass of a broken prism. Beautiful colours beaming through it all. Generally my DMY visuals are cartoonish, objects are very cube like into a square grid but curved corners and edges, every shape with a singular colour as if the world was cell shaded.I want to say about 45 mins have now passed since I used the pen. I got my way to the couch and struggled hard to get Spotify to work and play but managed to do it at which point I also managed to send ryan a meme of astronaut blastin off into space. I cocooned into my couch face buried into the back of it, rolled up into a tight ball just thinking about how much I love life and thankful for being able to experience whatever this existence is every day. I was cold though thus being tightly rolled up. Very cold. As I kept pondering stuff and getting more comfortable with thoughts I started opening my body up like breaking free of a cocoon. Eventually was able to just lay on the couch comfortably. I think that’s when I texted ryan unreal or whatever I said. I then convinced myself that if im as connected to everything as I thought then I could attempt to convince an ufo to show it presence to me. If I’m connected not to earth but to the universe then this ultra intelligent life must be paying attention and hearing my desire to step outside of earth constraints by means of just glimpsing a craft let alone figure. I felt to my soul it would work so got up looked in my backyard and of course nothing but just because I wanted for that and for all I know I was heard (doubtful) doesn’t warrant a response so fair enough I thought. Then went to my bed to lay down. Got cozy sunny jumped up and snuggled up with me hella tight and I just thought about stuff. Thought how much in retrospect I loved every minute of that initial scary experience and how I felt like I accomplished something getting past it. What that was I don’t know but I Eagerly did and still do want to go through that again. I laid in bed for hours with visuals and thoughts last I remember checking it was 5am and I was still awake but content in no rush to sleep despite knowing I needed to. To be honest I don’t actually know if I did sleep it felt like I just laid there the whole time. Luna eventually snuggled into my arms and beside my head and fell asleep she was there for a god 2 hours. I felt her the whole time which Is why I don’t think I slept. Made a decision to just get up at around 8 and start my day.
