First Time DMT User, Is it Time?

[searchingforsomething]

Hello everyone,
I am grateful a community like this exists to discuss this stuff, you can't really find anyone in the real world to talk about it.
I finally procured some DMT, but I ran into issues every single step of the way
I know that this is supposed to be a very spiritual drug, and running into a few issues is normal, but it seems like I was getting a 'message from the universe' with how much difficulty and trouble I have run into every single step of getting this drug. From not getting the best deal, to traffic, to stores closed trying to get a battery, to getting the wrong battery, to having a few bad days in between getting it and now; In the end, I guess I have still procured it.
The one thing I did right was actually acquiring it rather than being scammed.
Looking for some guidance from others, is this a sign to hold off or should I take the plunge anyways? I was hoping originally to get some spiritual insights or answers about my life, and have a breakthrough, I believe I can still do this but I am not sure if now is the right time even though I can. I've never done DMT before, although many years ago I used LSD extensively including heroic doses, and now sometimes take light doses of psilocybin mushrooms. So I really don't know what I'm getting into other than what I've read, it's n,n DMT from a cart.
Any guidance or advice is appreciated greatly, and thank you for your time.

 

[Voidmatrix]

Hi friend,

If it feels like an omen (the difficulty acquiring everything to be able to journey), then maybe hold off and meditate on that. Search within yourself and see if you have any "loose ends" before a permanent change. This medicine will change you. I'd also say to take it light and incrementally increase your dose.

Best of luck.

One love

 

[searchingforsomething]

Hi friend,

If it feels like an omen (the difficulty acquiring everything to be able to journey), then maybe hold off and meditate on that. Search within yourself and see if you have any "loose ends" before a permanent change. This medicine will change you. I'd also say to take it light and incrementally increase your dose.

Best of luck.

One love

Thank you for this, truth be told I can immediately think of loose ends; it isn't going anywhere, so perhaps I need to 'take care of business' figuratively speaking first. Also, interesting that you said to take it light, I wasn't sure if I should do that, or immediately 'blast off' per say, so thank you for that as well.

 

[bezevo]

Do you have an acurate miligram scale ?

Take Voids advice , start maybe at 10 miligrams then increase by 5mg tell you hit a sweet spot .

good luck

 

[searchingforsomething]

I wasn't sure it'd be appropriate to start a whole thread about this.
As for a scale, unfortunately not, I'm basically just taking hits from a purportedly strong cart.

I have been experimenting with light doses, and I think I just had my first breakthrough, but I'm not sure.
I feel I absolutely received some kind of communication from external entities, (to clarify, as I would like to interpret it), as I am not sure how people like to frame or talk about this I want to be cautious, but I hope it's okay to, basically say I feel like I was speaking/interacting with external entities.

It did not go as I expected, but it went well, I did not feel in danger or like I was having a bad time, whatsoever. I do feel I should take a break from experimenting until a later time, to respect the medicine and the message given.

That being said, I had intense mental imagery, but I was still 'in my body', I heard a real DMT breakthrough, you are not in touch with this physical plane/reality in any way shape or form. I still heard for example my fan in the background being quite loud, and the imagery, while vivid, was kind of like a 'shadow outline' if that makes sense. My first few dabblings were like that, very vague, just surface level impressions in the minds eye, but this, while it was not full 3d technicolor, was definitely stronger; I experienced visions and felt I received some kind of communication about several topics. Still, it was like a 'shadow' kind of vision, outlines/vague colors, with some dimensionality/shape to it, rather than hyperbright.

I feel like if I try to take more just to have a crazy experience that is disrespectful, so I will take a break (although I do want to try that at a later date), in the moment it felt like a break through, but, wondering if from this description anyone can tell me. Maybe it was a 'sub'/mini breakthrough but not the full kit and caboodle?
Thank you so much for everyone's time. I would like to contribute to this community, just as I am not very experienced not sure what to share. I do have some knowledge/reading in esoteric/spiritual topics but it's just a hobby, don't want to proselytize to anyone.