Freak out - or perish.

[vovin]

A "freakout" on dmt can be the most intensely scary thing in you're entire life. I promise. I feel there are some people that couldn't handle such a thing, I nearly couldn't and I like to consider myself pretty capable of handling ANYTHING.

When you have a bad trip yeah it can be real bad. I am talking about real real bad. In one of my writings I described it as hearing your soul screaming in terror as it was being ripped to pieces. But I have only had bad trips under the most extreme conditions. I have never had a bad trip under normal circumstances. There are minor bad trips and I think allot of people think that those are the pinnacle. Put it to you this way. You know you have had a bad trip when you have nightmares about it for weeks afterwards.

As far as using it daily I used to use it 3 times a day. Would have done more but you have to wait hours for the enzymes to fade in your blood system.

 

[kaleidoscope eyes]

I'm not going to say this not nearly as eloquently as I would like, (damm my sleep deprived brain) but I think life teaches me personally anyway the harder lessons in life- about moderation and self control, about traumatic experiences and death. From DMT I don't feel as these are things I would like to know any more of, having had chronic debilitating depression before and having had psychedelics absolutely change my life for the better- into this positive, happy person due to the realization of the sheer beauty of everything around me- the fact that this universe is at my fingertips to explore, even though it may seem naive to wish so- I only really hope for more of these experiences that fill me with wonder and love. I don't really feel as though I would grow or learn much from another traumatic, psychological experience. It's not that go into it naively- or thinking that a freak out would not occur for me on DMT, as I would be prepared if I did have a very bad experience (hopefully) but that being said I certainly don't actively wish for one just to teach me a lesson about moderation.

But I do respect what your trying to say and where your coming from, it's just I personally don't really hold the same opinion.

peace x