Genuine Fear

[eprec]

My recent inter dimensional experiences have not been the result of tryptamine agonism, but of conscious agonism.


I honestly believe that if i let out my fountain in an ayahuasca experience, i will be completely removed from my body, and my body be completely drained of pranic energy.

So the fact that me existing is giving you joy is my neurosis and consequently my joy also.


Any words of wisdom on this phenomenon?

 

[eprec]

Its not that im making an effort to actually take any psychadelics at this point. But communicating with you is important to me. :] I can do it outside of this website, but I can't possibly know that if i intend to stay grounded in reality. Which i do.