I have lurked the forum infrequently throughout my ongoing absorption of various entheogenic plants. I recall ''legendary'' posts from a member who I remember being 69ron particularly in relation to our good friend Mescalito. My journeys were plain in terms of being a whole plant kind of a guy however I gleaned some invaluable information from his (as well as many others) posts over the years.
I have struggled with depression and addiction genetically from a young point in life up until now. I've had predominately very positive experiences with plants particularly post ''recreational'' stage which proceeded a suicide attempt that was a catalyst into living life differently than before.
Trauma, depression, addiction, and chemical imbalances can be tricky business that often take a great deal of psychological commitment to over-come. Plants can be allies in right relationship whereas they can act as numbing agents that oneself alone can discern where one finds oneself in this slope of potential slip.
Kratom has been a plant of late that I engaged in 'wrong-relation' with which I knew all along yet 'failed' to cease by my own modicum of free-will. Very recently a dear brother reminded me of Syrian Rue which I have been deeply touched by within the past 48 hours of micro'ing (25-200mg range whole raw seeds chewed/swallowed). I was able to go 30 hours without kratom for the first time in a month with only minor insomnia as a WD symptom.
I am here to learn, share, and (ideally) grow. I am in distillation a lover of plants who is rapt by their capacities to heal, move, and generate rapport with Mystery.
I have struggled with depression and addiction genetically from a young point in life up until now. I've had predominately very positive experiences with plants particularly post ''recreational'' stage which proceeded a suicide attempt that was a catalyst into living life differently than before.
Trauma, depression, addiction, and chemical imbalances can be tricky business that often take a great deal of psychological commitment to over-come. Plants can be allies in right relationship whereas they can act as numbing agents that oneself alone can discern where one finds oneself in this slope of potential slip.
Kratom has been a plant of late that I engaged in 'wrong-relation' with which I knew all along yet 'failed' to cease by my own modicum of free-will. Very recently a dear brother reminded me of Syrian Rue which I have been deeply touched by within the past 48 hours of micro'ing (25-200mg range whole raw seeds chewed/swallowed). I was able to go 30 hours without kratom for the first time in a month with only minor insomnia as a WD symptom.
I am here to learn, share, and (ideally) grow. I am in distillation a lover of plants who is rapt by their capacities to heal, move, and generate rapport with Mystery.
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