Guardian angel helper at 20mg

[ankh2054]

Hi all,

I am a recent DMT explorer and I initially started at 10mg inside, vaping at night, but recently I moved to vaping during the daytime outside in my garden. Today I decided to move up to 20mg and I don't think I broke through just but I had a very interesting experience.

When I hit the full force of the DMT experience, it was getting quite wild and my heart started beating very very fast. I guess I was panicking. But what was strange that on my right, I had the presence of what I can only describe as my guardian angel. She had two hands on me, one on my shoulder and the other on my heart. She was there with me at all times.

There was a lot of dark things coming my way, but she explained that I was causing this (it was like our thoughts were one) and I needed to calm down. Her hands were holding me and she kept saying, it's okay just calm down calm down. Once I calmed down I felt much more relaxed.

What I gathered from this trip was that 20mg is for now at least my limit and I need to do further training to ensure I can keep calm at those levels. It is also nice to know that I have her to help guide me through this process to a higher dose.

 

[thecosmicjoke]

Beautiful experience. Sometimes DMT is uncomfortable, it’s very important to cultivate a peaceful environment for it. It’s okay to be anxious, but I find that the DMT responds to what you give it. For a long time I only did DMT in silence. Now, I often listen to music and the spirits seem to like that. Thee Sacred Souls has seemed to bring out the best from the DMT hyperspace lately. Safe travels!

 

[ankh2054]

Very true on what you give is what you get, today again I had an uncomfortable experience but I know it’s my own doing. My heart start beating so fast (mild panic attack) and I had to work to control my experience. But I feel this is all good training for keeping my cool.

 

[ankh2054]

I finally had a breakthrough (two in fact). I took about 40mg and I started to just melt into my chair and I got almost a pins and needles feeling ill over my body, like I was disappearing. I don't have the words to explain what it looked like, but I'll try. The environment was the dark, jewel like and dripping and flashing. And I remember the communication was to me, this is what you came for remember. I could not see any entity's but there were definitely some cheeky things around, as they were communicating with me. It was so overwhelming I tried to sort of stop it, then everything stopped and then they laughed "saying" of course you don't have control, just sit back and enjoy.
Every thought I had was understood by them, which was quite nice. There was re-assurance, but mostly they wanted me to take it all in. They were very friendly, but also very cheeky, which I really enjoyed.