I've smoked DMT 150-200 times and I've had extremely intense experiences and most of them just feel like "I'm high, this is intense"
This time it was very different. Whenever I smoke ~15mg or ~20mg in the dark the visuals are green blue and purple on a dark backdrop with complete reliability.
This time *flash* and I saw this circular orb on a bright white backdrop and I felt without a doubt "This is a breakthrough" the problem was that I was not planning for it to be strong so I had a momentary panic for the first 10 sec.
Then I composed my mind and as I remembered to breathe I said the work "Breathe" which I have anchored to positive memories and from then repeated "love, love, love" as I felt there must be in the current WTF-INTENSE experience.
After that I felt the positivity of the experience and it was very bright and very odd and naturally hard to remember in detail.
Still quite in awe.
Much love, Nexus!
This time it was very different. Whenever I smoke ~15mg or ~20mg in the dark the visuals are green blue and purple on a dark backdrop with complete reliability.
This time *flash* and I saw this circular orb on a bright white backdrop and I felt without a doubt "This is a breakthrough" the problem was that I was not planning for it to be strong so I had a momentary panic for the first 10 sec.
Then I composed my mind and as I remembered to breathe I said the work "Breathe" which I have anchored to positive memories and from then repeated "love, love, love" as I felt there must be in the current WTF-INTENSE experience.
After that I felt the positivity of the experience and it was very bright and very odd and naturally hard to remember in detail.
Still quite in awe.
Much love, Nexus!
