Hello Dithyramb,
You brought forth a really interesting point.
Rue has unmistakeable psychoactive qualities, abusable indeed, but not that desirable.
If done in excess leads to a jittery hypersensitive state, as you said, and the blues are felt later, when the effects subside, at least in my experience.
Sleeping and resting may get difficult, you get incredibly calm and with fewer trains of thoughts but at a faster pace than normal, sounds get loud and annoying, you may want to stay alone because other people's behaviours start bothering you, lights get brighter, etc.
This happens if done in excess, abused.
When knowing an ally I must understand even the negative effects if I want it to be useful and reliable later on in the course of my life, it is not merely a matter of focusing on the actives that reach my brain but instead to comprehend how it changes and interacts with my system in a complete way.
Everything becomes a drug if used mindlessly, without an objective, only to get pleasure or numbing from it.
Analyzing its effects in various situation is a different thing, learning to work with it as a tool that you know and trust.
I've recognized the same negative effects from inhaling the smoke used to infuse a space, even if not inhaling it directly from the burner.
The space indeed gets warmer, friendlier, more open, brighter, it appears more comfortable and worth staying in it. People get happier and talkative, they open up more.
But if you do it more times in a day or stay for too long in a closed room filled with esphand scent and vapours, negative effects will likely ensue.
You're still inhaling an unknown amount of psychoactive chemicals dispersed in the air around you, maybe the skin absorbs them too, we don't know. It's just easier to overdose on inhaled substances, more so if done in unknown amounts and in confined spaces.
I'm just sharing that in my experience harmala is active even as an incense and not in a light way.
I may have become extremely sensitive using it with time and these are my findings, and I'm really glad to share them with people that understand how valuable this tools are.
Thank you
