AwesomeUsername
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DMT hasn't changed my religious views, but it has made me wonder... a lot.
The first time I drank ayahuasca it almost felt like it forced some sort of spirituality upon me, but it wasn't anything specific. No names of gods or goddesses came to mind, but rather just a feeling of something divine being woken up both inside of me and outside.
The inside feeling felt very connected to me, like a guardian angel of some sort and I assume that's why they call it "mother ayahuasca". It feels very nurturing and you can tell that even if you are going through hell at times this voice wishes you only well.
The outside feeling felt like some alien contact or better yet breaking through the layers of the matrix. Sadly most of the times I couldn't understand those visions and sounds as they were highly indistinguishable, but they were there and I assume this part is on ourselves to identify what they were trying to teach us.
Not everything in the ayahuasca experience is necessarily spiritual, but it seems as it is the main theme of this particular plant medicine.
That being said this all faded when I sobered up, but I can imagine that it would stick with someone enough so the idea of writing it down to preserve the knowledge would seem as the right thing to do. At the end of the trip you actually feel perfectly sober even if you still got strong visuals. The sober feeling and the seemingly genuine euphoria can convince someone that what you have just experienced isn't purely chemical based but there must be something more.
If that's what you chose to believe, that's just fine, but personally I don't. I've experimented with psychedelics maybe far too much so I learnt that even different ratios of plants in the brew produce very different effects, and that dosage has to do a lot too with how seriously you take what happened to you and this is not limited just to ayahuasca so I do sincerely think it is all chemical based. However chemicals have been proven to be able to evoke some very powerful states and by no means should that be underestimated.
The first time I drank ayahuasca it almost felt like it forced some sort of spirituality upon me, but it wasn't anything specific. No names of gods or goddesses came to mind, but rather just a feeling of something divine being woken up both inside of me and outside.
The inside feeling felt very connected to me, like a guardian angel of some sort and I assume that's why they call it "mother ayahuasca". It feels very nurturing and you can tell that even if you are going through hell at times this voice wishes you only well.
The outside feeling felt like some alien contact or better yet breaking through the layers of the matrix. Sadly most of the times I couldn't understand those visions and sounds as they were highly indistinguishable, but they were there and I assume this part is on ourselves to identify what they were trying to teach us.
Not everything in the ayahuasca experience is necessarily spiritual, but it seems as it is the main theme of this particular plant medicine.
That being said this all faded when I sobered up, but I can imagine that it would stick with someone enough so the idea of writing it down to preserve the knowledge would seem as the right thing to do. At the end of the trip you actually feel perfectly sober even if you still got strong visuals. The sober feeling and the seemingly genuine euphoria can convince someone that what you have just experienced isn't purely chemical based but there must be something more.
If that's what you chose to believe, that's just fine, but personally I don't. I've experimented with psychedelics maybe far too much so I learnt that even different ratios of plants in the brew produce very different effects, and that dosage has to do a lot too with how seriously you take what happened to you and this is not limited just to ayahuasca so I do sincerely think it is all chemical based. However chemicals have been proven to be able to evoke some very powerful states and by no means should that be underestimated.