eldritchautism
Rising Star
Hello! This looks to be the place for introductions, nice to meet yall!
Idk how to word this all but let's go, I am a 24 year old autistic cryptid that has hermited into the woods the past 4 years. Iv been battling cronic illnesses for just about all my life that keep snowballing into other conditions (started with hypermobility, BRIC2, bipolar and others and as of now it has snowballed into arthritis(by 22), ibs,c-ptsd on several accounts, psychosis, and an issue with about every system in my body.....).
I found weed when when I was 20 that took me from using just about all my strength to walk 10 steps for water (picture that burning pain when you reach behind you in the car that precedes your arm suddenly dropping and put that on 80% of your joints in neverending waves for hours and all you can do is try and lay still and that's what I call an inflammation pain attack) to a cleaning spree that lasted an hour (only stoped when my feet went numb I was that happy).
Next upgrade was golden teacher shrooms that was an iceberg, the tip of witch was realizing how much of my existence was controlled and ruled by fear and ptsd (its complicated). The lasting effect was the incorporation of my senthesia into how I prosses concepts (I'll elaborate in the proper channels later)
Next one was McKenzie shrooms I underestimated (never again....) where it basically gave me visual prossesing where I could construct whole machines(be they philosophical constructs or physically machines) in my headspace floating overlay style. It was at this point that I realized that psychedelics work differently with nerodivergent brain chemistry (again more on that later).
Fast forward through a lot of growth points and finding ways to fight my illnesses herbaly (the way my brain works is it sees the constituents as separate actions and I will do hours long deep dives into how it works and what systems it works with/on. It's been a learning journey I can't wait to info dump about).
I use morning glory seeds for a variety of reasons (to be told in proper channels) and its helped my brother as well.
I found this forum when looking for info on Sweet Acacia and was overjoyed at the wealth of knowledge and personal experiences!
My current field of research is in nervines and neroplatisity inducing molecules for the ultimate goal of a formula that can reverse the pathways the brain and body create to form PTSD and other trauma wiring (I have plenty of personal ones to experiment on, only after days of research though, I've been rash in that past trying to run from reality and that's not a good place to be)
Idk if this is to long or not but I definitely could be longer.
Idk how to word this all but let's go, I am a 24 year old autistic cryptid that has hermited into the woods the past 4 years. Iv been battling cronic illnesses for just about all my life that keep snowballing into other conditions (started with hypermobility, BRIC2, bipolar and others and as of now it has snowballed into arthritis(by 22), ibs,c-ptsd on several accounts, psychosis, and an issue with about every system in my body.....).
I found weed when when I was 20 that took me from using just about all my strength to walk 10 steps for water (picture that burning pain when you reach behind you in the car that precedes your arm suddenly dropping and put that on 80% of your joints in neverending waves for hours and all you can do is try and lay still and that's what I call an inflammation pain attack) to a cleaning spree that lasted an hour (only stoped when my feet went numb I was that happy).
Next upgrade was golden teacher shrooms that was an iceberg, the tip of witch was realizing how much of my existence was controlled and ruled by fear and ptsd (its complicated). The lasting effect was the incorporation of my senthesia into how I prosses concepts (I'll elaborate in the proper channels later)
Next one was McKenzie shrooms I underestimated (never again....) where it basically gave me visual prossesing where I could construct whole machines(be they philosophical constructs or physically machines) in my headspace floating overlay style. It was at this point that I realized that psychedelics work differently with nerodivergent brain chemistry (again more on that later).
Fast forward through a lot of growth points and finding ways to fight my illnesses herbaly (the way my brain works is it sees the constituents as separate actions and I will do hours long deep dives into how it works and what systems it works with/on. It's been a learning journey I can't wait to info dump about).
I use morning glory seeds for a variety of reasons (to be told in proper channels) and its helped my brother as well.
I found this forum when looking for info on Sweet Acacia and was overjoyed at the wealth of knowledge and personal experiences!
My current field of research is in nervines and neroplatisity inducing molecules for the ultimate goal of a formula that can reverse the pathways the brain and body create to form PTSD and other trauma wiring (I have plenty of personal ones to experiment on, only after days of research though, I've been rash in that past trying to run from reality and that's not a good place to be)
Idk if this is to long or not but I definitely could be longer.
