caliwa
Rising Star
skinwalker said:Apoc said:skinwalker said:i'm still messed up from that experience till today, been almost a month now. Yikes. I think its a poor decision to be utilizing this drug at least to smoke or possibly inject. Too uncontrollable. Orally may be the way to go for a more controlled ride. i'm convinced this has somthing to do with demonic possession (again sorry sorry to get religious). I think alot of us are fooled by the CRAP the dmt elves show us ohhhhh look a glittering fkn egg, to blind us from seeing what is actually happened to our psyche. I know you guys will all bash me for this, but on the very off chance i am correct.... its a crappy gamble for your sanity and soul. I feel you are shown things to keep you intrigued, while something unbenknownst to you is happening negatively.
prayer, meditation, and fasting may be a cleaner route to "peek behind the curtain" than this method. I've always questioned the "entities" intentions and that gut feeling inside of me which i've been ignoring since i first started smoking dmt, now rings clearly and loudly to avoid, and to quit subjecting my soul to this punishment.
Come on man. Everyone is subject to death and the fears and pains associated with it. For some reason, death is a common archetype experienced by users. Death and dmt are linked. So, if you really don't like thinking about death at this point in life, take a break from dmt.... but don't blame the poor entities! They're innocent until proven guilty. And don't blame the substance.
Really, what do you think the entities might be doing to you? Killing you? Do you think you shorten your lifespan every time you smoke because the entities are damaging your life force? Whether you use dmt or not, you will die. Everyone will..... so to shy away completely from death I think is silly. It's part of life that I think should be addressed. I'm sure you don't shy away from death, but I'm just saying..... just because something is really scary doesn't mean it's evil. If death were evil, then the universe is evil as fuck because every living thing dies, and often suffers a good deal along the way.
You say you believe smoking dmt leaves the soul vulnerable to possession or something? Well, if that's true, how vulnerable do you think you will be when you actually die? Probably a lot more vulnerable. Do you think you'll be able to fend them off then? Let's just suppose that what you say is true about demonic possession. If it is possible for demons to possess people, then that's just another part of existence, and it must be happening all the time. What can you do about it? And if dmt somehow lets the guard down, then death completely lets the guard down. But I personally don't believe that hyperspace entities are like child rapists who temp us naive kids in to their evil vehicles by showing us candy, only to abuse us once we enter their realm.
what foolish stupid things to write. where have i ever said i'm afraid of death lol.... I"M FCKN AFRAID OF THIS FCKN HELL PLACE THEY PUT ME IN. I could care less about death, ego death, or the bizarre shit i've seen on dmt. Do not dare underestimate me nor my experiences with the molecule.
"they" Don't put you nowhere. im afraid its yourself. mi recommendation to you, is this:
DO NOT DO DRUGS. YOU ARE NOT AN APPROPIATE PERSON FOR MIND VOYAGE.