As SWIM awaitS patiently for their lime/vinegar/mhrb to reach the proper consistency I felt a sudden calm suited for online interaction.
I have experimented with other entheogens in an attempt to facilitate my body's natural maturing process. I have struggled all my life with symptoms of depression and ADHD. I attribute this to a lack of maturity in my prefrontal coterx rather than an overal hardwiring failure. It seems to get as time moves on though I am 24 and can see a lot of progress to be made. Progress that normal everyday activities have failed to produce. I eat healthy, have a very health almost too healthy body weight and remain quite interactive socially in person and online. I have quit caffeine and other drugs I have deemed unnecessary for myself. So I am ready for another break through. Last time being LSD about 3 years ago.
Nothing has ever been able to give me a better grasp upon my self than self reflection in a hallucinogenic or psychadellic state.
I am also always amazed by how long the effects tend to last. I have already come to terms with the fact that certain parts of my brain are unlike others but even though I can accept it, it still affects my daily life.
SWIM is ready to experimented with DMT. They have always had a knack for hallucinogens and DMT seems to have the greater overall net affect.
I'd like to reiterate that I will not be using DMT in any way. DMT will help guide SWIM into a self reflective state in which I can face my problems on an internal rather than external level.
As for researching this stuff, ha. It is my greatest goal to understand all that I can.
I have experimented with other entheogens in an attempt to facilitate my body's natural maturing process. I have struggled all my life with symptoms of depression and ADHD. I attribute this to a lack of maturity in my prefrontal coterx rather than an overal hardwiring failure. It seems to get as time moves on though I am 24 and can see a lot of progress to be made. Progress that normal everyday activities have failed to produce. I eat healthy, have a very health almost too healthy body weight and remain quite interactive socially in person and online. I have quit caffeine and other drugs I have deemed unnecessary for myself. So I am ready for another break through. Last time being LSD about 3 years ago.
Nothing has ever been able to give me a better grasp upon my self than self reflection in a hallucinogenic or psychadellic state.
I am also always amazed by how long the effects tend to last. I have already come to terms with the fact that certain parts of my brain are unlike others but even though I can accept it, it still affects my daily life.
SWIM is ready to experimented with DMT. They have always had a knack for hallucinogens and DMT seems to have the greater overall net affect.
I'd like to reiterate that I will not be using DMT in any way. DMT will help guide SWIM into a self reflective state in which I can face my problems on an internal rather than external level.
As for researching this stuff, ha. It is my greatest goal to understand all that I can.
