Thank you for your kind wishes!
In regards to experience with other psychedelics, I like to think I am well seasoned lol. I have tried several different RC's in the past. Phenethylamines such as 2c-i, 2c-e, 2c-b. I have tried 4aco-dmt one time, N,N DMT (vaped pure crystal) several times.I have not had any experience with jungle spice as of yet but am interested. Of course the staples of mushrooms and LSD more times than I can count. Mescaline is still on the bucket list for me.
I think out of everything I have experience with, LSD has my heart. I have always had a fondness for it. I am most able to explore the experience mentally and retain some degree of control. That appeals to me. I love the occasional mushroom experience, in the right set and setting. Those are more of a roller coaster for me and the conditions must be right for me to take that journey. I have had some humbling experiences with mushrooms. That also brings me to DMT. I have not had a breakthrough experience yet. I have made a couple attempts in the past to no avail. There has always been a bit of timidness within me about that journey. The loss of control has concerned me. However, I have had a couple year hiatus from all substances. I did this to get my "SELF" right. I got lost for a little while. Now, I have a clean body, mind and spirit, Dimitri has been calling to me. I feel that now I am at a point in my life where I am ready to have that full breakthrough experience. The fear of losing control is not there for me now as I have gotten right with my views and beliefs on our nature here in this realm. So I feel the time is right now, which has brought me here.
I have been taking SSRI's for aproximately 50 days (Prozac 10mg/day). I am now 2 days off of that. I am going to do a 60 day detox from the SSRI's before I prepare for taking the journey to hyperspace. I am in a state of preparation as of right now, praying and meditating on my intentions. Any additional prayers from the community here are much appreciated and welcomed!