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pete666

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Too keep it short, I am currently doing my best to find the way in the world of drugs and their use. I am interested in their use as a tool for spiritual and overall personal improvement. Long time ago I used them heavily, starting with all entheogens/hallucinogens and stopping at the level of Marijuana/MDMA in terms of addiction potential. The only exception was meth(used about once a month, not more). 10 years of intensive usage of these substances gave me ... hard to say. Who was there knows. I had some VERY intense experiences mainly with psilocybine (both self grown and collected in nature), LSD, DMT (self extracted) and any other substance I could get to, including all possible research chemicals. I was heavily addicted (not only) to marijuana (for some unimaginable). As time passed, I lost the access to these places. It took more than 10 years without them to even be able (allowed?) to think about using them again. Meanwhile and now I was showed the line between treasure and waste. Between tool and shit. Between entheogens and dirty drugs. THICK, deep line. I was showed my daemons, fear of death and how those dictate(d) my life. I am standing in front of a gate to the ethernity. Will I be allowed to enter again?
 
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