Magicman87
Rising Star
Well this will be a first for me… So I started to look at self improvement in a mindset shift change about 3 years ago now. I just had my first kid 2 years ago, boy has it been wild. I run an auto shop and have a very technical mind and try to connect dots all the time. But I wanted to share my experience so far with dmt. It’s been an interesting experience. Can’t say that I have seen “beings” but rather what I have felt more so. Now the first time I did see shapes. It was the Buddhist swastika, like many of them and enveloped each other. Then it was followed, but what I can best describe as an icky feeling. Now I am thinking this is partly due to my nervous system not knowing what is going on as I am in a constant fight or flight, which I am working on. Usually when that feeling comes my mind starts racing and I try to just witness it and allow it to pass. The one time I did have a pleasant experience, I had my girl in the room and when I closed my eyes I saw a 3d box with inside a 3d world. Once I started to talk about my experience aloud it seemed to ground me and I just started laughing. I saw this energy field hovering above the floor, also like a energy highway. I had this sense that everything is “fake” and we stress over nothing. I had zero worries. I was full of energy. But this only happened when I was able to verbally talk about it. I also felt like I was everything and everything was me. I also have this feeling some times where I lose the sense of say like my tongue. It feels like it’s huge inside my mouth. I remember this as a child sleeping at my aunts house and I hated it as I couldn’t sleep and this would keep me up. So I know I’m tapping into something. But this last time I have tried it, I had the tongue feeling and that same feeling but in the body, but I also had just a massive flood of thoughts but not happy nor bad. Sorry if this doesn’t go here. I just thought I would share. Sorry again if this was to much rambling.
