RexAeterna
Rising Star
hey guys! yea, title pretty much speaks for itself. let me provide a small introduce of myself:
name is David(dave or whatever you want to call me). always been an open-minded person since long as i can remember. i always try to look at both sides and the whole picture as one to find answers. was raised as a roman catholic but always knew there was more out there. never really considered myself a religious guy really but more a spiritual guy. i have beliefs and my interpretations of life and always treated everything equally, even the smallest fly. i always knew something was more. to be honest though, i do not know what i believe sometimes and consider myself agnostic. just cause the fact i am agnostic(agnostic meaning not knowing). i don't know anything. my beliefs are driven by my heart and intuition so to say my feelings. i don't know. i just somehow know we are all connected somehow and meant for something.
personality wise people say i'm crazy but, i think i'm just weird lol. i am a very compassionate,loving and energetic individual that enjoys learning and experiencing new things. i enjoy music a lot as my main hobby. i am into audio equipment as well and done some auditioning of multiple people i worked with in the past(mainly headphones). i have other hobbies as well but too much to list. all i can say is i'm pretty much a free-lancer. into everything that catches my interest.
Anyhoo, recently i been feeling to know more and been searching spiritually so to say and i came up while researching multiple religions,beliefs and other things i came around a sacred brew called ayawasca. i was intrigued by few things i saw on youtube and something inside me said ''i need to experience this''. like actually it did, like my feeling were telling me this will help with healing and finding out who i am cause to be honest i really don't know who i am. i think i do. but i really don't. it's like i'm trapped in my own paradox of some sort and i just can't break through.
thing is i found this site looking for answers. my background is i never smoked or done anything in my life. i always been cleaned. only thing i ever did once was got drunk at a party with friends and that's it and that was by choice(yes i did it for the experience). i would of done other things but i do not believe putting in any form of smoke in your body. it's just how i am. i did do something call huka cause a friend said it was basically just vaporized tobacco as water vapors and to be honest when doing that i felt nothing(no coughing or anything). but things like weed or anything else. never.
i just have a few basic questions.
i was wondering is it fine to mix the plants together at full dosage(like the 144g of b.cappi and 114g Psychotria viridis)? like the whole thing in one giant pot and boil? then just take very small cup of it?
also want to make sure i am not going dumb but, to understand correctly the whole draining process is i drain the liquid in a different pot while keeping the plan material in the first pot and adding more water again to boil? can i keep the plant material in the same pot the whole time while just draining the liquid in a separate pot? i know. i'm sounding bit retarded here. even after all the reading here i still feel like i just want to ask to triple-check and make sure cause i do not want to screw this up and this preparing means a lot to me.
i also wonder will i have less chances of purging since i have experiences a MAIO before. i do have experience with yohimbe in the recent past since i used it for performance enhancement for weight training so i do know the strict limitations of diet when consuming a MAIO. also i like to mention i probably be doing this alone since i am in not a position to be flying anywhere for any proper rituals. i kinda be preparing for it myself.this is the first known psychedelic i will be taking. it just feels right to me. everything else in the past that was offered to me didn't but, somehow this one does.
well there you go. one big wall of text. i do hope to chat more here in time and learn more cause everyone knows..The world is study!
EDIT: crap.....i think i posted in wrong newbe section. sorry guys. i was not thinking and was little confused when trying to browse the forums.
name is David(dave or whatever you want to call me). always been an open-minded person since long as i can remember. i always try to look at both sides and the whole picture as one to find answers. was raised as a roman catholic but always knew there was more out there. never really considered myself a religious guy really but more a spiritual guy. i have beliefs and my interpretations of life and always treated everything equally, even the smallest fly. i always knew something was more. to be honest though, i do not know what i believe sometimes and consider myself agnostic. just cause the fact i am agnostic(agnostic meaning not knowing). i don't know anything. my beliefs are driven by my heart and intuition so to say my feelings. i don't know. i just somehow know we are all connected somehow and meant for something.
personality wise people say i'm crazy but, i think i'm just weird lol. i am a very compassionate,loving and energetic individual that enjoys learning and experiencing new things. i enjoy music a lot as my main hobby. i am into audio equipment as well and done some auditioning of multiple people i worked with in the past(mainly headphones). i have other hobbies as well but too much to list. all i can say is i'm pretty much a free-lancer. into everything that catches my interest.
Anyhoo, recently i been feeling to know more and been searching spiritually so to say and i came up while researching multiple religions,beliefs and other things i came around a sacred brew called ayawasca. i was intrigued by few things i saw on youtube and something inside me said ''i need to experience this''. like actually it did, like my feeling were telling me this will help with healing and finding out who i am cause to be honest i really don't know who i am. i think i do. but i really don't. it's like i'm trapped in my own paradox of some sort and i just can't break through.
thing is i found this site looking for answers. my background is i never smoked or done anything in my life. i always been cleaned. only thing i ever did once was got drunk at a party with friends and that's it and that was by choice(yes i did it for the experience). i would of done other things but i do not believe putting in any form of smoke in your body. it's just how i am. i did do something call huka cause a friend said it was basically just vaporized tobacco as water vapors and to be honest when doing that i felt nothing(no coughing or anything). but things like weed or anything else. never.
i just have a few basic questions.
i was wondering is it fine to mix the plants together at full dosage(like the 144g of b.cappi and 114g Psychotria viridis)? like the whole thing in one giant pot and boil? then just take very small cup of it?
also want to make sure i am not going dumb but, to understand correctly the whole draining process is i drain the liquid in a different pot while keeping the plan material in the first pot and adding more water again to boil? can i keep the plant material in the same pot the whole time while just draining the liquid in a separate pot? i know. i'm sounding bit retarded here. even after all the reading here i still feel like i just want to ask to triple-check and make sure cause i do not want to screw this up and this preparing means a lot to me.
i also wonder will i have less chances of purging since i have experiences a MAIO before. i do have experience with yohimbe in the recent past since i used it for performance enhancement for weight training so i do know the strict limitations of diet when consuming a MAIO. also i like to mention i probably be doing this alone since i am in not a position to be flying anywhere for any proper rituals. i kinda be preparing for it myself.this is the first known psychedelic i will be taking. it just feels right to me. everything else in the past that was offered to me didn't but, somehow this one does.
well there you go. one big wall of text. i do hope to chat more here in time and learn more cause everyone knows..The world is study!
EDIT: crap.....i think i posted in wrong newbe section. sorry guys. i was not thinking and was little confused when trying to browse the forums.
