Mrplumberjr
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hi Everyone ! next weekend i will be trying spice for the first time and figured it would be good to get a few opinions from those with any experience using dmt.
Id first like to start by saying the last 6 months of my life have been almost dream like as i have finally (slightly ... ever so slightly) filled this giant void of questions that i have had since i was a kid (I'm 18 now). To make it short and sweet, through a very odd series of events starting with a TV show about Coral Castle, i began to read about Chi and Latent energies in the human body, which in turn lead me to read many texts on meditation, enlightenment, the origins of consciousness, and so on. While reading all of these profound things, there was a deep sense in me that i knew all this before or even knew it all now (if that makes sense). As i kept reading i always had the feeling that these teachings were almost like an old friend i had once known so well, One thing that changed me as soon as i read it was a line in a book, descriptions from past Buddhas/ enlightened ones that described the eternal "10,000 miles of clear sky" that one could experience if they transcended the bounds of the material physical world, this single line of text caused an image to flash over my minds eye of just pure consciousness in the middle of space aware that i was a part of it but also aware that i could not truly experience this without years upon countless years of meditation and spiritual progress. This made me really sad, but through some other weird happenings i was lead to a documentary about dmt called the spirit molecule which absolutely blew my mind because i realized now i don't have to wait a super-long time for profound experiences(not to say that mediation and the likes are unimportant as i am still going to read and learn as much as i can about them and practice as well). With that all said my question to you all is what do you all think a good starting dose of spice would be, is vaporizing(not sure with what yet probably gonna buy gvg) 30 mg too much for a first time trip?. I most likely will be alone doing this in my room on my bed and will most likely not have a sitter (or do you all recommend one 1st time?)
Id first like to start by saying the last 6 months of my life have been almost dream like as i have finally (slightly ... ever so slightly) filled this giant void of questions that i have had since i was a kid (I'm 18 now). To make it short and sweet, through a very odd series of events starting with a TV show about Coral Castle, i began to read about Chi and Latent energies in the human body, which in turn lead me to read many texts on meditation, enlightenment, the origins of consciousness, and so on. While reading all of these profound things, there was a deep sense in me that i knew all this before or even knew it all now (if that makes sense). As i kept reading i always had the feeling that these teachings were almost like an old friend i had once known so well, One thing that changed me as soon as i read it was a line in a book, descriptions from past Buddhas/ enlightened ones that described the eternal "10,000 miles of clear sky" that one could experience if they transcended the bounds of the material physical world, this single line of text caused an image to flash over my minds eye of just pure consciousness in the middle of space aware that i was a part of it but also aware that i could not truly experience this without years upon countless years of meditation and spiritual progress. This made me really sad, but through some other weird happenings i was lead to a documentary about dmt called the spirit molecule which absolutely blew my mind because i realized now i don't have to wait a super-long time for profound experiences(not to say that mediation and the likes are unimportant as i am still going to read and learn as much as i can about them and practice as well). With that all said my question to you all is what do you all think a good starting dose of spice would be, is vaporizing(not sure with what yet probably gonna buy gvg) 30 mg too much for a first time trip?. I most likely will be alone doing this in my room on my bed and will most likely not have a sitter (or do you all recommend one 1st time?)

monday definately