Postman
Rising Star
First off I want to say thank you all for an amazing forum. Been lurking around for a couple of months now just soaking up some knowledge.
A little about myself. I'm an older head that has been using psychedelics since the late 60's. A lot of really good LSD and mescaline in those early years. Back then it was for the fun, the tripping with others at parties and such. In retrospective I realize that my life, philosophy and being were greatly formed during that period. There then came a period that wasn't very pleasant at all. The Cocaine/Quaalude part of the early to mid 1980's. This part totally destroyed who I was and after a really bad experience I got sober for 13 years. In the early parts of 2000 I reconnected with some very nice folks. Started smoking some pot again and just having a time of life. Something was missing though and I really couldn't pinpoint it though. At a music festival I did some mushrooms for the first time in 20 years. Yes, the mind opened back up. Through the next few years the mushroom trips would be taking a move toward a path that I really didn't know whether I should take or not. About a year ago I took that path. Out there on mushrooms I encountered a mirror. Not any old mirror but one that went from horizon to horizon and as far up as I could see. I stood looking at it and noticed the reflections of all that was around me but not an image of myself. After a little freaky thinking of what should I do I walked through. The mirror disappeared but I was left with an overwhelming sense of serenity. That was truly a beautiful moment. I have done mushrooms since but deep inside I heard another calling me. I started thinking of the Peyote that many years earlier taught me so much. After a little chemistry I recently returned to the land of Mescalito. The first time was fine but I kept my dosage low. The next I increased and was taken to wonderful places. Different realms, golden rooms, silver and white clouds, red and purple lava. This time it seemed like it wanted me to learn, to think and process. The most recent was only a couple of weeks ago. Out in the country, far from any city, at a party a friend was having. The stars were the first thing I noticed. They went 3 dimensional in a way I had never seen. Time slowed considerably as I thought it was 4 am but it proved only to be one. I rested on a slight incline of a hill and envisioned a being, a female of some sort, slowly moving to the rhythm of the 8-10 drummers that were playing around a fire we had going. Within a few minutes of watching her I felt her enter my body, I could see her but felt her every move within the torso of myself. While intense it was very nurturing placing me into a we are not alone feeling. Well that is how i got to this point.
My DMT experiences consist of smoking extract from MHRB. I have broken through a few time. Once there was a very angular, colorful native dressed man that I wanted to talk to but he just kept smiling and keeping a distance. Through the last mescaline experience I decided to next visit using Ayahuasca. It will be Yellow B. Caapi and Psychotria viridis. I have a kind and intelligent friend and she has agreed to sit for me. We will be making it at least an all day event out in a forest. There are some lovely places that are not too far away with some large virgin Hemlock patches. I plan on spending the day preparing myself and the mixture and consuming in the late afternoon. I feel really good about this decision and my sitter will just hang out working on her Phd unless I need some help.
Once again, thanks for all the knowledge that everyone brings.
Peace
A little about myself. I'm an older head that has been using psychedelics since the late 60's. A lot of really good LSD and mescaline in those early years. Back then it was for the fun, the tripping with others at parties and such. In retrospective I realize that my life, philosophy and being were greatly formed during that period. There then came a period that wasn't very pleasant at all. The Cocaine/Quaalude part of the early to mid 1980's. This part totally destroyed who I was and after a really bad experience I got sober for 13 years. In the early parts of 2000 I reconnected with some very nice folks. Started smoking some pot again and just having a time of life. Something was missing though and I really couldn't pinpoint it though. At a music festival I did some mushrooms for the first time in 20 years. Yes, the mind opened back up. Through the next few years the mushroom trips would be taking a move toward a path that I really didn't know whether I should take or not. About a year ago I took that path. Out there on mushrooms I encountered a mirror. Not any old mirror but one that went from horizon to horizon and as far up as I could see. I stood looking at it and noticed the reflections of all that was around me but not an image of myself. After a little freaky thinking of what should I do I walked through. The mirror disappeared but I was left with an overwhelming sense of serenity. That was truly a beautiful moment. I have done mushrooms since but deep inside I heard another calling me. I started thinking of the Peyote that many years earlier taught me so much. After a little chemistry I recently returned to the land of Mescalito. The first time was fine but I kept my dosage low. The next I increased and was taken to wonderful places. Different realms, golden rooms, silver and white clouds, red and purple lava. This time it seemed like it wanted me to learn, to think and process. The most recent was only a couple of weeks ago. Out in the country, far from any city, at a party a friend was having. The stars were the first thing I noticed. They went 3 dimensional in a way I had never seen. Time slowed considerably as I thought it was 4 am but it proved only to be one. I rested on a slight incline of a hill and envisioned a being, a female of some sort, slowly moving to the rhythm of the 8-10 drummers that were playing around a fire we had going. Within a few minutes of watching her I felt her enter my body, I could see her but felt her every move within the torso of myself. While intense it was very nurturing placing me into a we are not alone feeling. Well that is how i got to this point.
My DMT experiences consist of smoking extract from MHRB. I have broken through a few time. Once there was a very angular, colorful native dressed man that I wanted to talk to but he just kept smiling and keeping a distance. Through the last mescaline experience I decided to next visit using Ayahuasca. It will be Yellow B. Caapi and Psychotria viridis. I have a kind and intelligent friend and she has agreed to sit for me. We will be making it at least an all day event out in a forest. There are some lovely places that are not too far away with some large virgin Hemlock patches. I plan on spending the day preparing myself and the mixture and consuming in the late afternoon. I feel really good about this decision and my sitter will just hang out working on her Phd unless I need some help.
Once again, thanks for all the knowledge that everyone brings.
Peace
