shoe said:
That's amazing, house, truely amazing.
Could you describe, i know, im sorry, just a little more about the interplay between you and her? You said you saw her soul.... what did that look like? I love your description of 'soft pink, rounded alien face', my consort I have seen with these kind of eyes too. How did she speak clearly, what did she say? you saw all of this morphing and tangible energy between you? What was it like?!
haha, im sorry, im sorry. but, please...
Well....I tried really hard as I came down from this eternal journey to describe it (which, btw, was almost exactly
Five months ago), but as you probably know, words can barely grasp all of this:
The deep, etched, carved, flowing, almost plastic, clay-like, fake, hyper realistic, divine, angelic
cartoon
4D?
Shifting, superfuturistic, cartoony (in a stop animation psychedelic clay-like way), etched and carved like morphing clay. It was so beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I could only see her after an eternity in hyperspace....because I was gazing into her as I disappeared, and she disappeared completely....folded up into a fractal triangular twist and was no longer there...that's when I went withinity for the epitome of my machine-like existence...
after what felt like forever, I opened my eyes and was observing all of that...
I looked around and could not believe my eyes. I really was in another plane, or octave, of frequencies that make up space.
Everything I had ever known my room at the time to be was completely different, REALER, more detailed, more information being received by the sensors.
I was completely baffled at what had happened, it was my deepest breakthrough of all time..
She just looked at me like the wisest person I had ever known, hard to describe.
Then began to flow (which I so fucking gratefully recorded and still have)
about how she feels, with nothing hindering or holding her back.
Talking about how much she loves me, and how she feels about me.
Talking about her, and how grateful she is, and how amazed that she could be speaking like this.
Her voice had this tone to it that I'll never forget. Something so pure.
I feel silly typing this, but you asked :]
I had never heard or seen anything so pure so real so insanely alien ever...
As she spoke to me all I could do was cry.
She said my face looked melted, and she could see all of my pain (I was a very dark and suicidal person before I met her, I think she may have saved my life...as well as the love and support from the nexus, and the neurotransmission)
Everything she said was affirming me that she was "the one"
and that the others [entities, if you will], who I just spent an eternity dancing and morphing with
more than likely had something to do with our soulular convergence.
They must have seen me entering hyperspace by myself for all those months prior, they must have heard my prayers which I consciously sent off like mental messages in bottles...every night....who knows...???
I do know that I feel totally insane [aka divine] writing this, but there's just no other way to describe it.
Anyway, I hope that slightly answers your questions shoe.
For those of you out there in search, pray to them to cross paths with your harmonic soul mate, I truly believe in this.
Sit with this person and smoke a huge mountain of spice.
The neurotransmission will do the rest. The truth is instantly revealed.
I am here because I want others to see what I have seen.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about all of this.
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