Pragmatomé
Rising Star
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Ok full disclosure, the title of this post – although somewhat relevant to its content – was crafted to bait you into clicking on it. But now that you’re here, please forgive my deception and continue reading…
First off, kudos to every single contributing member on this site. I have learned so much from all of you. I have traveled back in time to conversations you have been a part of over the years, tackling and making great strides into some of the questions that I am only beginning to become aware of.
I’ve been a lurker on this site since halfway through 2014, which was just before I had my first experience with Ayahuasca in a tiny room in a council flat somewhere in south London. It was there that I had what I can only describe as an (embarrassingly loud and verbal) cross-dimensional information-gasm set in the mandala-shaped collective consciousness of the universe that, from what I was told, went on for several hours. I left this experience with a very strong sense that I had been chosen and granted access to all the knowledge that has ever or will ever exist. I remember from my trip that the selection process was based on the way I took care of my body, the strength of my mind and my ancient warrior spirit. My ego reveled in this for quite some time.
Positively, this experience compelled me to build on my understanding of the history, science, and the current circumstance of the world I live in. I needed to equip myself with the language required to share the journey I had been on from the birth of the universe to the formation of the stars and galaxies to the formation of life and consciousness to the environmental programming that has ensured its survival up to this point (and all the joy and horror that came with it) to a vision of paradise that is so terrifyingly beautiful that it must be unobtainable. My auto-didactic explorations have taught me amazing things about the universe, nature and human nature. Sharing and acting on what I’ve learned has brought me closer to my friends and family while sparking off some amazing new connections.
Recently I have begun to experiment with free-base DMT which I vaporise using an e-cig type contraption I bought online for twenty quid. All I can say about this method is that I’m so happy to have a way to find ‘home’ so easily from the comfort of my own home, although I do question its efficiency. These new adventures have resulted in an even deeper sense of inter-connectivity, and while I am certain that I am still in the honeymoon phase of my relationship with this amazing molecule there are some immediate insights/musings/rant from my most recent trip that I would like to share with you.
Here it goes:
We are all god, we are all our own saviours, we are each chosen, the alpha and omega. It’s up to us to manifest any loving or destructive act that occurs within our actionable universe, from this point on to the end of our time. Chaos aside, we’re it. Whether you believe in a god or not, we can still act as though there is a divine connection between everything and that we have a part to play in bringing joy and understanding into the world. As far I as I can see (not very far) this is our only shot at manifesting an ultimate reality.
My initial perception that Ayahuasca revealed to me all knowledge was incorrect, my newer and more mindful experiences have revealed that it’s not answers I get but questions. Better questions than I could have ever have hoped to ask on my own, questions that are worth answering, that excite and frighten me. So I choose to live my waking life with the purpose of exploring these questions, if it’s a delusional purpose it is still the only one I want to fulfill so it will suffice. I choose to say, act, do and create things that brings our universe a little bit closer to whatever my vision of paradise is. I give myself this responsibility, this honor, this mission. I choose myself. Why? Because I am the Messiah… and so are you.
Apologies for the zeal of those final few paragraphs, I’ve tried to figure a way of toning it down a bit but can’t figure a way to do so without saying what I’d like to say. I hope that you enjoyed it reading this and that I don’t sound too mental
Looking forward to connecting.
With love and respect,
Pragmatomé
First off, kudos to every single contributing member on this site. I have learned so much from all of you. I have traveled back in time to conversations you have been a part of over the years, tackling and making great strides into some of the questions that I am only beginning to become aware of.
I’ve been a lurker on this site since halfway through 2014, which was just before I had my first experience with Ayahuasca in a tiny room in a council flat somewhere in south London. It was there that I had what I can only describe as an (embarrassingly loud and verbal) cross-dimensional information-gasm set in the mandala-shaped collective consciousness of the universe that, from what I was told, went on for several hours. I left this experience with a very strong sense that I had been chosen and granted access to all the knowledge that has ever or will ever exist. I remember from my trip that the selection process was based on the way I took care of my body, the strength of my mind and my ancient warrior spirit. My ego reveled in this for quite some time.
Positively, this experience compelled me to build on my understanding of the history, science, and the current circumstance of the world I live in. I needed to equip myself with the language required to share the journey I had been on from the birth of the universe to the formation of the stars and galaxies to the formation of life and consciousness to the environmental programming that has ensured its survival up to this point (and all the joy and horror that came with it) to a vision of paradise that is so terrifyingly beautiful that it must be unobtainable. My auto-didactic explorations have taught me amazing things about the universe, nature and human nature. Sharing and acting on what I’ve learned has brought me closer to my friends and family while sparking off some amazing new connections.
Recently I have begun to experiment with free-base DMT which I vaporise using an e-cig type contraption I bought online for twenty quid. All I can say about this method is that I’m so happy to have a way to find ‘home’ so easily from the comfort of my own home, although I do question its efficiency. These new adventures have resulted in an even deeper sense of inter-connectivity, and while I am certain that I am still in the honeymoon phase of my relationship with this amazing molecule there are some immediate insights/musings/rant from my most recent trip that I would like to share with you.
Here it goes:
We are all god, we are all our own saviours, we are each chosen, the alpha and omega. It’s up to us to manifest any loving or destructive act that occurs within our actionable universe, from this point on to the end of our time. Chaos aside, we’re it. Whether you believe in a god or not, we can still act as though there is a divine connection between everything and that we have a part to play in bringing joy and understanding into the world. As far I as I can see (not very far) this is our only shot at manifesting an ultimate reality.
My initial perception that Ayahuasca revealed to me all knowledge was incorrect, my newer and more mindful experiences have revealed that it’s not answers I get but questions. Better questions than I could have ever have hoped to ask on my own, questions that are worth answering, that excite and frighten me. So I choose to live my waking life with the purpose of exploring these questions, if it’s a delusional purpose it is still the only one I want to fulfill so it will suffice. I choose to say, act, do and create things that brings our universe a little bit closer to whatever my vision of paradise is. I give myself this responsibility, this honor, this mission. I choose myself. Why? Because I am the Messiah… and so are you.
Apologies for the zeal of those final few paragraphs, I’ve tried to figure a way of toning it down a bit but can’t figure a way to do so without saying what I’d like to say. I hope that you enjoyed it reading this and that I don’t sound too mental
Looking forward to connecting.
With love and respect,
Pragmatomé
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(touch wood!) but like I say I'm not sure whether I'm being wasteful or not mostly because I have a cheap ass scale so I'm doing a lot of guess work when I pack it. I'll get a new scale at the end of the month and I'll know for sure.
