Hi,
As mentioned in the title, I feel like I have initiated an irreversible process by ingestion of psychedelic tryptamines, most notably DMT and 5-meo-dmt.
I always hear strange tones when I am completely sober; I have pains in my skull, I have lucid nightmares where the a vortex or portal is opening above my head and controlling the direction in which I am going, manipulating my actions; and when I sit to practice meditation, a slow-motion reliving of my only 5-meo-dmt experience takes place.
Also, when I lay down, I feel that entities are coming towards me from all angles, and they are rather unfriendly entities.
Is it possible that I am being monitored and harassed by some form of psychic police system or occult government?
I think my psychic difficulties and serious life problems truly began when I first started smoking salvia divinorum leaves a very long time ago.
This is certainly one entheogen that I wish I never ingested in any form.
Out of both the desire to share with others, and also the unwillingness to consume any more, I gave away several grams of DMT to friends, and also threw away a few grams.
In retrospect, I wish I hadn't done this, because then I would still have a nice amount left, and be able to explore the spaces that it can bring one to, many more times.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions regarding my situation, I would greatly appreciate it to hear it.
Thanks.
As mentioned in the title, I feel like I have initiated an irreversible process by ingestion of psychedelic tryptamines, most notably DMT and 5-meo-dmt.
I always hear strange tones when I am completely sober; I have pains in my skull, I have lucid nightmares where the a vortex or portal is opening above my head and controlling the direction in which I am going, manipulating my actions; and when I sit to practice meditation, a slow-motion reliving of my only 5-meo-dmt experience takes place.
Also, when I lay down, I feel that entities are coming towards me from all angles, and they are rather unfriendly entities.
Is it possible that I am being monitored and harassed by some form of psychic police system or occult government?
I think my psychic difficulties and serious life problems truly began when I first started smoking salvia divinorum leaves a very long time ago.
This is certainly one entheogen that I wish I never ingested in any form.
Out of both the desire to share with others, and also the unwillingness to consume any more, I gave away several grams of DMT to friends, and also threw away a few grams.
In retrospect, I wish I hadn't done this, because then I would still have a nice amount left, and be able to explore the spaces that it can bring one to, many more times.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions regarding my situation, I would greatly appreciate it to hear it.
Thanks.