I now believe we are dealing with some extremely mysterious and alien forces, and there are some rocks your shouldn't turn. We are flirting with insanity, death, god, aliens, multiverses, and who knows what else. That is why we need all the love and support we can get. When you've seen the ugly truth/cosmic joke and then return to this fake reality, it's incredibly comforting to know that there are others who have seen the same thing. We are not alone. Love you all very much.