So today was neat. I got my first meeting with an entity. I was in a session of my usual sub bt space, and found a particularly enhanced few pieces of my enhanced herb. I had already smoked one bowl at my usual pace and was looking for some advice from myself. I got on a nice train of thought and had a little twinkle of hyperspace tease me, so I quickly reloaded. I took a couple good rips; the herb was stronger, or I was already nice and greased, because it was a sneak attack breakthrough. Very subtle, as I kinda realized, “oh shit, I just broke through!”. So I took another rip. I suddenly had a feeling of a presence. My eyes were open this whole time, so this was all a mixture of real world with a heavy hyperspace lens over it. I looked in the corner of my ceiling, and there was a jester, clinging to the walls just sitting there like Spider-Man. Nothing was said, and he disappeared and reappeared several times in the same spot, like an invisibility cloak was turned on and off. After a minute he was gone, and I was laughing that I finally saw a being instead of just the other realm. I can’t remember why, but I started laughing out, “your not gonna get me jester, not this time”. I know it was because I thought he was trying to trick me, but I can’t remember what he was trying to trick me into. After I came down, I think it’s because I was realizing that my ego based decisions weren’t the right ones, the jester emulating my ego in this experience. Oh yeah, I had a kind of ego death in this session as well. A first for me, and not like what I thought it would be like. More of an ego dissolution than a death. I was consciously dissolving my ego with my words. It was neat. So that’s my tail of today’s sesh, thanks for reading if you still are, as I just came down a bit ago, so this is kind of a run on paragraph.
Much love to all and god damn I love dmt
<M~M>
Much love to all and god damn I love dmt
<M~M>
