I surrender to ...........

[NamRa]

YOUR LOVE !!!


This week a started a new relationship with dmt. After 6 years of drinking ayahuasca I made spice a month ago and it was finally time
to stop looking at my spice and start smoking it.
In the past week I did multiple sessions some with 3 to 4 redosis, and some with just one dose
When checking the stash 0.5 gr have been evaporated in the sessions.
Starting with about 10 mg end a maximum of 25 mg dosage.
For me this was a learning stage, learning how to effectively smoke spice.
Learning and getting familiar with spice's energy and learning how to deal with the effects.

Yes shure I have waisted some spice in the process. I tried smoking from foil once, I completely missed it after it got liquid.
I made a mistake when smoking in a pipe some ended upp in my mouth, not so nice.
So most was smoked in my bong that I use regulary for smoking caapi shreds.
I tried combinations of spice with harmaline, harmine on top of it and even with a tiny bit of mj on top of that.

Everything I experienced was great, sometimes thrown in to this visual worlds and energies that are just great, opening my eyes and seing everything vibrating, hmmm.
The expereinces of this week have shown me more fireworks then what ayahuasca has ever given me in 6 years. Spectacular !!!
Shure they can not be compared but I never understoud what people talked what they saw under the influence of ayahuasca.
I hardly ever see anything with ayahuasca.


In the last session I smoked 3 times and i am not shure how things went. I started after midnight and when I went to sleep it was 5 in the morning.
I smoked dosages between 15 and 20 mg and added a pinch of harmine/harmaline and also some mj.

This is just great, I was entered in to this energy. Very bodily no visions.
It felt like like a "body orgasm" that lasted for maybe 3 hours. In the middle when I redosed I went straight back to this energy.
I have never felt so happy in my life. This vibration of joy, love, tenderness. All was felt deeply. Very introspective very healing energy.
I was smeard to the floor just feeling utterly loved !!

There is no way I can explain how this experience lasted at least 3 hours but it did.
Thanks you spice, I surrender,I love you.

The first (baby) steps where made, now its time for a break.

 

[onethousandk]

Everything I experienced was great, sometimes thrown in to this visual worlds and energies that are just great, opening my eyes and seing everything vibrating, hmmm.
The expereinces of this week have shown me more fireworks then what ayahuasca has ever given me in 6 years. Spectacular !!!
Shure they can not be compared but I never understoud what people talked what they saw under the influence of ayahuasca.
I hardly ever see anything with ayahuasca.

Interesting that you had such a dramatically different experience than with aya. What was your topical aya dosage like?

 

[Global]

After your break, perhaps you'll consider smoking DMT at the peak of an ayahuasca journey. After smoking spice, ayahuasca by itself may have changed for you in any regard, but either way, whenever I take aya, my favorite part is always smoking the DMT on top of it.

 

[mindatlarge1389]

YOUR LOVE !!!


This week a started a new relationship with dmt. After 6 years of drinking ayahuasca I made spice a month ago and it was finally time
to stop looking at my spice and start smoking it.
In the past week I did multiple sessions some with 3 to 4 redosis, and some with just one dose
When checking the stash 0.5 gr have been evaporated in the sessions.
Starting with about 10 mg end a maximum of 25 mg dosage.
For me this was a learning stage, learning how to effectively smoke spice.
Learning and getting familiar with spice's energy and learning how to deal with the effects.

Yes shure I have waisted some spice in the process. I tried smoking from foil once, I completely missed it after it got liquid.
I made a mistake when smoking in a pipe some ended upp in my mouth, not so nice.
So most was smoked in my bong that I use regulary for smoking caapi shreds.
I tried combinations of spice with harmaline, harmine on top of it and even with a tiny bit of mj on top of that.

Everything I experienced was great, sometimes thrown in to this visual worlds and energies that are just great, opening my eyes and seing everything vibrating, hmmm.
The expereinces of this week have shown me more fireworks then what ayahuasca has ever given me in 6 years. Spectacular !!!
Shure they can not be compared but I never understoud what people talked what they saw under the influence of ayahuasca.
I hardly ever see anything with ayahuasca.


In the last session I smoked 3 times and i am not shure how things went. I started after midnight and when I went to sleep it was 5 in the morning.
I smoked dosages between 15 and 20 mg and added a pinch of harmine/harmaline and also some mj.

This is just great, I was entered in to this energy. Very bodily no visions.
It felt like like a "body orgasm" that lasted for maybe 3 hours. In the middle when I redosed I went straight back to this energy.
I have never felt so happy in my life. This vibration of joy, love, tenderness. All was felt deeply. Very introspective very healing energy.
I was smeard to the floor just feeling utterly loved !!

There is no way I can explain how this experience lasted at least 3 hours but it did.
Thanks you spice, I surrender,I love you.

The first (baby) steps where made, now its time for a break.

my first time smoking spice was last week and had almost the same exact experience! the body orgasm everything!! but i started at 1 am and fell asleep at 6 and dosed alot heavier learning how to smoke it and get the feel and everytime i smoke now i get farther and farther last night played shaman to my best friends first time i gave my self what i would think to be a very very heavy dose(noscale but prob 200mgs)and i died left my body and had the most increadable indescribable breakthrough deth and rebirth and i was in this other dimenshion so long when i was reborn into my body i had no idea what day it way what time it was how long i was gone it was litteraly as if i was born for the first time again and i didnt know anything about this world till i fully came down and the fact that i came back was some what upsetting because of the pure energy and freedom of that realm iv never done aya because its hard to find any botanicals where i am

 

[NamRa]

@ onethousandk

Yes I was most pleasently surprised.

Aya dosage. typicall one ??
Well, I have recently decided I should not drink aya any more.
I have become oversensitive for it, meaning the smallest dosages would bring me in full force.
And after aya I experienced some not so nice episodes. Its about a unblance in my brain chemistry, thats what it felt like.

For some reason I did thrust to go with spice.

And yes, while on spice the invitation to connect back with aya and work seriously came.

For me there is no typical dosage, The typical dosage is a strong one, but to me for being so sensitive just life can be very strong dosage.

@ Global.

Yes global I must say this option came to me, hmmmm, yes.
I might even go a little step further and smoke spice while I am in a group doing a higly structured holy give me work.

@ mindatlarge1389

Great for you, you could have started you own topic and share there.
Seems you first steps where a bit bigger, well you needed it.


@ myself
I ended my post that its time for a break.
But after that break it seems its time for a breakthrough !!