DmtProphecy
Rising Star
PRE-CONDITIONS
I had been listening to upbeat music leading up to the experience.
(mind)Set:
I was in a good mood... a better mood than the previous times by far.
(physical condition) Set:
I felt physically good.
Setting (location):
King size bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
It had been dark for a few hours
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
I took 2 mg suboxone sublingally a few hours prior and had two glasses of wine
last meal: (Time and type)
A few hours before I had a banana
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)
Female
body weight: (in kg pls)
52 of
known sensitivities:
None known
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)
Novice
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
2 glasses of wine, 2mg suboxone sublingal
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)
The effects lasted 15 minutes once I lost awareness. Until the 15 minutes passed I was not connected with this world in order to communicate
First effects:
After first hit things became a bit strange
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")
4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)
4
Implesantness: (0-4)
0
Visual Intensity: (0-4)
3
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
None
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
Heightened libido, energized. 15 minutes
REPORT
(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)
Before I begin with this current report, I would like to elaborate on some details of my previous report. At first I wasn't sure if it really happened but the more I thought, the more It came back to me. I had negative stage which I had already mentioned but here are further details on that... I felt as if I were being tossed confusingly in a blue tinged environment. The thought, it was all a lie ran through my head (in regards to dmt). It seemed like I was in a computer and it was as if I were thrashing around (in real life I was not doing this) My trip got better after this as I recorded on the other post. However, the more I thought about it, the more nervous I got to try DMT again.
I was pretty much set on doing the dmt so I had a plan to get myself in the best mood possible in order to concur that fear. I thougt that I had been in a good mood the previous time but it's possible that I've just gotten used to feeling crappy and lowered my standards on what feeling (good) is like. My hormones are completely out of wack. So my goal was to get into a mood that would be considered good to a normal person... how I imagined it would be. After two glasses of wine and listening to upbeat music for a bit, I was feeling great. When my trip partner showed up, I was even happier to see him. I was smiling and talking more than usual. I was NOT super drunk or anything though. He said that I was NOT slurring and that if one didn't know me, they would likely have no idea that I had drank anything.
In an attempt to avoid 5 NEO DMT, I got a brand new screen which he loaded up for me in the machine. Then I put maroon and red blankets on the bed to get a completely new mood from last time. (During my bad experience everything was the same color as my regular blanket... blue. I wanted to avoid that)
I took two large hits and held them in a long time. Things are getting blurry here. On the third hit the lighter messed up but i did manage a third decent hit. At this point, I was just there. BAM... My room was gone. I was no longer in it. He tells me that after that hit, I dropped the pipe and just fell back.
It felt like I was in a sea of beautiful fractals with light shining through... Easter colors actually. It resembled the same environment that I was in when I had complete ego loss the previous time. I was just being tossed around within it, happy as can be. Thoughts ran through my head like... "everything is ok", "I'm safe", " everything is perfect", "I'm going to heaven". (I don't necessarily believe in heaven per se. This was just the feeling I was getting) This went on and on in this enviornment. The previous time when I had the ego loss here, I had felt it ended way too soon. This time I got to enjoy it for much longer.
I opened my eyes. He said 15 minutes had passed. This is when he told me that I had dropped the pipe and fell back. He said the entire 15 minutes my eyes had been open with this huge grin on my face.
I asked him to turn the music off so I could try to intensify the experience. Everything seemed creepy so I had him turn it back on. Its amazing what difference music does for my mood. I held him for a bit. The patterns were pretty much gone.
I was in such a good mood and so energized that we made love after that. It was the perfect way to come back.
I know for a fact that I'm smoking it correctly now but still not breaking through. Two big hits and one decent hit later... No break through. I'm kind of surprised as I had this.. I'm going to heaven feeling the whole time I was out. No beings. No landscapes or objects or anything that sounds like a breakthrough. I definately could not have took any more hits as I lost complete awareness of my room and everything in it. When I get the vapor genie, I may try it but if that doesn't work I might try changa. It might be necessary to get an Maoi in me due to extreamly fast metabolism. In a way this makes sense because it cones on so fast. In a way it doesn't because I'm in the trance 3 times longer than the 5 minutes. It might be worth a shot though. Pharmauasca is not possible because I don't have that's much time to spare but i definately have time to experience a dmt/maoi/ leaf combo. I wont get ahead of myself yet though... i have yet to try the genei which may be delivered today.
Despite the huge grin on my face for the duration of my 15 minute trance, he said he was concerned about me. He said my heart was beating extreamly hard. I said " maybe I was just really happy?". He told me that if that were the case, it would be beating fast, not hard. He said it's speed was normal. He said it was beating so hard that he could clearly SEE it beating through my chest. I have no history of heart issues and none in my family. There is one thing that comes to mind that definately causes my heart do more work. I'm missing all major veins in my arms, thighs, hands, fingers, shoulders and arm pits. I had to stop shooting up after almost losing my foot. Supposedly the body grows smaller veins to compensate for the loss but maybe the body can only do so much. I don't know if I should not do the dmt. I don't have problems with my heart that I know of. All I really have is poor circulation in my hands.
I had been listening to upbeat music leading up to the experience.
(mind)Set:
I was in a good mood... a better mood than the previous times by far.
(physical condition) Set:
I felt physically good.
Setting (location):
King size bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
It had been dark for a few hours
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
I took 2 mg suboxone sublingally a few hours prior and had two glasses of wine
last meal: (Time and type)
A few hours before I had a banana
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)
Female
body weight: (in kg pls)
52 of
known sensitivities:
None known
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)
Novice
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
2 glasses of wine, 2mg suboxone sublingal
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)
The effects lasted 15 minutes once I lost awareness. Until the 15 minutes passed I was not connected with this world in order to communicate
First effects:
After first hit things became a bit strange
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")
4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)
4
Implesantness: (0-4)
0
Visual Intensity: (0-4)
3
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
None
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
Heightened libido, energized. 15 minutes
REPORT
(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)
Before I begin with this current report, I would like to elaborate on some details of my previous report. At first I wasn't sure if it really happened but the more I thought, the more It came back to me. I had negative stage which I had already mentioned but here are further details on that... I felt as if I were being tossed confusingly in a blue tinged environment. The thought, it was all a lie ran through my head (in regards to dmt). It seemed like I was in a computer and it was as if I were thrashing around (in real life I was not doing this) My trip got better after this as I recorded on the other post. However, the more I thought about it, the more nervous I got to try DMT again.
I was pretty much set on doing the dmt so I had a plan to get myself in the best mood possible in order to concur that fear. I thougt that I had been in a good mood the previous time but it's possible that I've just gotten used to feeling crappy and lowered my standards on what feeling (good) is like. My hormones are completely out of wack. So my goal was to get into a mood that would be considered good to a normal person... how I imagined it would be. After two glasses of wine and listening to upbeat music for a bit, I was feeling great. When my trip partner showed up, I was even happier to see him. I was smiling and talking more than usual. I was NOT super drunk or anything though. He said that I was NOT slurring and that if one didn't know me, they would likely have no idea that I had drank anything.
In an attempt to avoid 5 NEO DMT, I got a brand new screen which he loaded up for me in the machine. Then I put maroon and red blankets on the bed to get a completely new mood from last time. (During my bad experience everything was the same color as my regular blanket... blue. I wanted to avoid that)
I took two large hits and held them in a long time. Things are getting blurry here. On the third hit the lighter messed up but i did manage a third decent hit. At this point, I was just there. BAM... My room was gone. I was no longer in it. He tells me that after that hit, I dropped the pipe and just fell back.
It felt like I was in a sea of beautiful fractals with light shining through... Easter colors actually. It resembled the same environment that I was in when I had complete ego loss the previous time. I was just being tossed around within it, happy as can be. Thoughts ran through my head like... "everything is ok", "I'm safe", " everything is perfect", "I'm going to heaven". (I don't necessarily believe in heaven per se. This was just the feeling I was getting) This went on and on in this enviornment. The previous time when I had the ego loss here, I had felt it ended way too soon. This time I got to enjoy it for much longer.
I opened my eyes. He said 15 minutes had passed. This is when he told me that I had dropped the pipe and fell back. He said the entire 15 minutes my eyes had been open with this huge grin on my face.
I asked him to turn the music off so I could try to intensify the experience. Everything seemed creepy so I had him turn it back on. Its amazing what difference music does for my mood. I held him for a bit. The patterns were pretty much gone.
I was in such a good mood and so energized that we made love after that. It was the perfect way to come back.
I know for a fact that I'm smoking it correctly now but still not breaking through. Two big hits and one decent hit later... No break through. I'm kind of surprised as I had this.. I'm going to heaven feeling the whole time I was out. No beings. No landscapes or objects or anything that sounds like a breakthrough. I definately could not have took any more hits as I lost complete awareness of my room and everything in it. When I get the vapor genie, I may try it but if that doesn't work I might try changa. It might be necessary to get an Maoi in me due to extreamly fast metabolism. In a way this makes sense because it cones on so fast. In a way it doesn't because I'm in the trance 3 times longer than the 5 minutes. It might be worth a shot though. Pharmauasca is not possible because I don't have that's much time to spare but i definately have time to experience a dmt/maoi/ leaf combo. I wont get ahead of myself yet though... i have yet to try the genei which may be delivered today.
Despite the huge grin on my face for the duration of my 15 minute trance, he said he was concerned about me. He said my heart was beating extreamly hard. I said " maybe I was just really happy?". He told me that if that were the case, it would be beating fast, not hard. He said it's speed was normal. He said it was beating so hard that he could clearly SEE it beating through my chest. I have no history of heart issues and none in my family. There is one thing that comes to mind that definately causes my heart do more work. I'm missing all major veins in my arms, thighs, hands, fingers, shoulders and arm pits. I had to stop shooting up after almost losing my foot. Supposedly the body grows smaller veins to compensate for the loss but maybe the body can only do so much. I don't know if I should not do the dmt. I don't have problems with my heart that I know of. All I really have is poor circulation in my hands.
