At the moment i'm writing this, i'm still not completely back to normal.
So i've been curious about iboga for a while. Especially since i found out about shiric sanango, a plant that is used in traditional ayahuasca brews and that contains ibogaine.
Since i was a bit wary of using that peticular plant because it probably contains some nasty stuff as well, besides ibogaine, i decided to try the african iboga plant instead.
I take it that everybody who's interested in iboga-ayahuasca realises that this combo isn't completely without risk. The combination of iboga with MAOI could be the perfect recipe for a deadly overdose.
For this reason i was carefull with the dose of iboga i took, as an admixture with 'normal' ayahuasca.
I took 0.4 grams of powdered iboga rootbark.
with this i took 1.5 grams of maya's 50:1 caapi extract and 50 grams of chacruna.
I can say that iboga is definately very synergistic with the caapi, but not much with the chacruna.
Actually, i now realise that it didn't make much sense of taking both the chacruna AND the iboga.
It seems that iboga and DMT are just...well, not cancelling eachother out, that´s not it.
It´s more that they seem to speak a different language.
The next time i´ll do ibogahuasca, i will not use any DMT plant for this reason.
At this moment i feel very well. stimulated and sedated at the same time. I just went to check my mail, since i wanted to read back an email that i had send to my ex, that was full of emotion and i wanted to see whether i, at this state of mind, would be able to read it with a fresh look, since maybe it had put a bit too much emotion in it.
Anyway, normally at this state i wouldn´t be sitting behind a computer.
The effects of iboga and caapi result most of all in a weird sort of physical sensation. Iboga seems much more physical than DMT as admixture in ayahuasca. there is a sensation as if i´m floating or gently drifting away.
The visual effects of DMT are very much diminished ad well as most of it´s mental effects.
Most of all, it feels like being hyper awake. More awake than normal awake, i´m completely in the moment.
The DMT effects have completely subsided at this moment, so what´s left must be completely iboga and caapi effects.
I feel that i´m partly into the tryptamine dimension, but there´s no mindfuck and it´s very warm and pleasant. little visual effects. and the visual effects that are there are mostly geometric. less colourfull, although it started with seeing something like flashing fireflies, doing a sort of dance. Visually it´s just totally not like DMT and visually DMT and iboga DO seem to cancel eachother out.
Senses are hightened unlike i ever experienced though.
So i've been curious about iboga for a while. Especially since i found out about shiric sanango, a plant that is used in traditional ayahuasca brews and that contains ibogaine.
Since i was a bit wary of using that peticular plant because it probably contains some nasty stuff as well, besides ibogaine, i decided to try the african iboga plant instead.
I take it that everybody who's interested in iboga-ayahuasca realises that this combo isn't completely without risk. The combination of iboga with MAOI could be the perfect recipe for a deadly overdose.
For this reason i was carefull with the dose of iboga i took, as an admixture with 'normal' ayahuasca.
I took 0.4 grams of powdered iboga rootbark.
with this i took 1.5 grams of maya's 50:1 caapi extract and 50 grams of chacruna.
I can say that iboga is definately very synergistic with the caapi, but not much with the chacruna.
Actually, i now realise that it didn't make much sense of taking both the chacruna AND the iboga.
It seems that iboga and DMT are just...well, not cancelling eachother out, that´s not it.
It´s more that they seem to speak a different language.
The next time i´ll do ibogahuasca, i will not use any DMT plant for this reason.
At this moment i feel very well. stimulated and sedated at the same time. I just went to check my mail, since i wanted to read back an email that i had send to my ex, that was full of emotion and i wanted to see whether i, at this state of mind, would be able to read it with a fresh look, since maybe it had put a bit too much emotion in it.
Anyway, normally at this state i wouldn´t be sitting behind a computer.
The effects of iboga and caapi result most of all in a weird sort of physical sensation. Iboga seems much more physical than DMT as admixture in ayahuasca. there is a sensation as if i´m floating or gently drifting away.
The visual effects of DMT are very much diminished ad well as most of it´s mental effects.
Most of all, it feels like being hyper awake. More awake than normal awake, i´m completely in the moment.
The DMT effects have completely subsided at this moment, so what´s left must be completely iboga and caapi effects.
I feel that i´m partly into the tryptamine dimension, but there´s no mindfuck and it´s very warm and pleasant. little visual effects. and the visual effects that are there are mostly geometric. less colourfull, although it started with seeing something like flashing fireflies, doing a sort of dance. Visually it´s just totally not like DMT and visually DMT and iboga DO seem to cancel eachother out.
Senses are hightened unlike i ever experienced though.
