RaszmWaffles
Rising Star
Hello fellow subconscious explorers! I've always pondered the amount of people who have experienced what i've experienced and my wondering has led me here! My names Sean, im a 22 year old male who is VERY in touch with my subconscious side. The extent of my drug history is as followed in order of attempted :
-Marijuana
-Shrooms
-DMT
I haven't tried any other drugs and have no purpose or desire to. Ever since i was a little boy I always knew drugs existed and as I was told, every drug has its purpose ( to some extent ). The first time I tried marijuana I instantly knew i made a new friend, Mary Jane. Weed allowed me to view the world in a totally different manner than I ever thought to be possible, allowing me brain to work and think in totally different ways. When i was about 17 I tried shrooms. I had an amazing night, probably one of the best experiences of my life at that time period in my life. I never heard of DMT until last year in my psychology class. I was told my "dreams" were actual hallucinations. Needless to say, that blew my mind. I needed and wanted more information on this substance. I did research and it led me to watching "DMT - The Spirit Molecule". Again needless to say, I was blown away. After watching that movie, even before smoking DMT, i was a different person. It opened up a whole new world for me, a whole world unknown by billions of people. But DMT scared me. After taking shrooms multiple time ( around 5 ), bad trips started accuring, and my person opinion being I was looking to get "fucked up" more than explore my subconscious and myself. I went through a little phase where i blamed the world for all my problems, and hated everyone. Even though that was the worst 2-3 years of my life, being depressed 24/7, i truely learned alot about myself. I learned I wasn't like most people. I made a promise to myself I'd never search to get "fucked up" again. I went from drinking regularly with friends t maybe once every 2-3 months IF THAT! I made a total transformation with my life just from getting intouch with my inner subconsciousness ( Still haven't tried DMT at this point ). I knew NOBODY who had ever tried it, let alone heard of it. One day a very good friend of mine called me asking for a favor, to watch over him as he tried a new drug, we are very close and he felt if I was there it would secure his safety and everything would be alright. At this point I had no clue what drug he was trying, I was just simply trying to make sure a friend was safe. I later drove to his house and we started to talk. It turned out the drug he was attempting was DMT! As promised I watched over him and everything went 100% fine. When he came out of his trip we talked to hours about it. He cried in complete bliss. I cried watching him. I've never seen somebody so completly 100% happy, even for a moment, it was absolutly beautiful. He later asked if I wanted to try it, no pressure what so ever. Im not sure if this makes sence at all, but some of you might relate to what im saying and might understand, when he asked me, I didnt answer, my subconscious did. I immedietly said yes, and couldn't believe what i had said. Myself, subconsciously, made the decision. I later tried it and as my friend did, I had the most beautiful and amazing experience of my life, I took woke up to crying in complete bliss. Ever since that day i've had a complete different perspective of life. I was instantly more humane. I instantly cared for others I wouldn't have normally cared for. I felt like I was actually apart of the world, and the world was apart of me. Needless to say it was probably the single most transformating moment in my entire life. About 5 months later, It almost seems as if it was fake, and it was all a dream. I would love to experience that experience again. I did a decent amount of research about the substance and I hear its reasonably attemptable to extract your own. I did have a couple questions regarding this:
-Which root / bark should I use?
-Do i need a special kit?
-How much would it cost?
-How much will the experiment yield in the end?
-Which method should I use? - I hear there are many different methods, some quicker.
-Does DMT go bad? If so how long?
-Where should it be stored?
-What temperatures should it be stored in?
-Best way to feel the effects? ( smoking / vaporizing )
-What color should it be? - Mine was yellow / gold
-What should it smell like? - Mine smelled like leather / like Timberland boots.
Any information will help such as where I could purchase these kits, materials and the bark / root. I dont want to make alot. I just want a small amount for myself to save over the months / years. Any help will be greatly appriciated! I look forward to speaking and sharing stories / experiences with everyone! ONE LOVE!
-Marijuana
-Shrooms
-DMT
I haven't tried any other drugs and have no purpose or desire to. Ever since i was a little boy I always knew drugs existed and as I was told, every drug has its purpose ( to some extent ). The first time I tried marijuana I instantly knew i made a new friend, Mary Jane. Weed allowed me to view the world in a totally different manner than I ever thought to be possible, allowing me brain to work and think in totally different ways. When i was about 17 I tried shrooms. I had an amazing night, probably one of the best experiences of my life at that time period in my life. I never heard of DMT until last year in my psychology class. I was told my "dreams" were actual hallucinations. Needless to say, that blew my mind. I needed and wanted more information on this substance. I did research and it led me to watching "DMT - The Spirit Molecule". Again needless to say, I was blown away. After watching that movie, even before smoking DMT, i was a different person. It opened up a whole new world for me, a whole world unknown by billions of people. But DMT scared me. After taking shrooms multiple time ( around 5 ), bad trips started accuring, and my person opinion being I was looking to get "fucked up" more than explore my subconscious and myself. I went through a little phase where i blamed the world for all my problems, and hated everyone. Even though that was the worst 2-3 years of my life, being depressed 24/7, i truely learned alot about myself. I learned I wasn't like most people. I made a promise to myself I'd never search to get "fucked up" again. I went from drinking regularly with friends t maybe once every 2-3 months IF THAT! I made a total transformation with my life just from getting intouch with my inner subconsciousness ( Still haven't tried DMT at this point ). I knew NOBODY who had ever tried it, let alone heard of it. One day a very good friend of mine called me asking for a favor, to watch over him as he tried a new drug, we are very close and he felt if I was there it would secure his safety and everything would be alright. At this point I had no clue what drug he was trying, I was just simply trying to make sure a friend was safe. I later drove to his house and we started to talk. It turned out the drug he was attempting was DMT! As promised I watched over him and everything went 100% fine. When he came out of his trip we talked to hours about it. He cried in complete bliss. I cried watching him. I've never seen somebody so completly 100% happy, even for a moment, it was absolutly beautiful. He later asked if I wanted to try it, no pressure what so ever. Im not sure if this makes sence at all, but some of you might relate to what im saying and might understand, when he asked me, I didnt answer, my subconscious did. I immedietly said yes, and couldn't believe what i had said. Myself, subconsciously, made the decision. I later tried it and as my friend did, I had the most beautiful and amazing experience of my life, I took woke up to crying in complete bliss. Ever since that day i've had a complete different perspective of life. I was instantly more humane. I instantly cared for others I wouldn't have normally cared for. I felt like I was actually apart of the world, and the world was apart of me. Needless to say it was probably the single most transformating moment in my entire life. About 5 months later, It almost seems as if it was fake, and it was all a dream. I would love to experience that experience again. I did a decent amount of research about the substance and I hear its reasonably attemptable to extract your own. I did have a couple questions regarding this:
-Which root / bark should I use?
-Do i need a special kit?
-How much would it cost?
-How much will the experiment yield in the end?
-Which method should I use? - I hear there are many different methods, some quicker.
-Does DMT go bad? If so how long?
-Where should it be stored?
-What temperatures should it be stored in?
-Best way to feel the effects? ( smoking / vaporizing )
-What color should it be? - Mine was yellow / gold
-What should it smell like? - Mine smelled like leather / like Timberland boots.
Any information will help such as where I could purchase these kits, materials and the bark / root. I dont want to make alot. I just want a small amount for myself to save over the months / years. Any help will be greatly appriciated! I look forward to speaking and sharing stories / experiences with everyone! ONE LOVE!
MUCH appriciated! A mod/admin can close this now.
