Infectedstyle
I compulsively post from time to time
Just now.. i am getting so frustratred. I lay in bed for an hour, thinking about loads of different stuff.
Then i will get something useful. A useful insight, some wisdom i know is important.
I bet some neurons or hormones related to "Attention, importance, alarm" are firing at the exact same time i realize this insight might be useful.
A second later i lost the entire thought. Unable to recall what i was thinking just FIVE seconds ago..
Same thing for conversations. I can barely recall the words and topics spoken.
Whenever i am in conversation and "speaking out" a train of thought. One distraction and i lost the train of thought, unable to recall what i was talking about. This might seem trivial but it is huge hindrance to my social life
Does anyone have an idea how i can relief this problem?
It is also annoying in dreams/dmt experiences. I have conversations which are meaningful and helpful to improve my life. Tips and advice is giving about how i should go about my life.. 10 seconds later, unable to recall a single word.
Emotions i can recall, just not words/memories. I think it has something to do with spending my entire childhood playing video games. High demand for INSTA-concentration/attention. Little demand for learning/recall when you are shooting people up in unreal tournament.
Right now i am thinking it may be mithochondria , perhaps i need more omega-fatties. I'm looking for biological things i can improve in my body OR physical/mental activities that will help me in solidifying and improving cognitive memory.
Then i will get something useful. A useful insight, some wisdom i know is important.
I bet some neurons or hormones related to "Attention, importance, alarm" are firing at the exact same time i realize this insight might be useful.
A second later i lost the entire thought. Unable to recall what i was thinking just FIVE seconds ago..
Same thing for conversations. I can barely recall the words and topics spoken.
Whenever i am in conversation and "speaking out" a train of thought. One distraction and i lost the train of thought, unable to recall what i was talking about. This might seem trivial but it is huge hindrance to my social life
Does anyone have an idea how i can relief this problem?
It is also annoying in dreams/dmt experiences. I have conversations which are meaningful and helpful to improve my life. Tips and advice is giving about how i should go about my life.. 10 seconds later, unable to recall a single word.
Emotions i can recall, just not words/memories. I think it has something to do with spending my entire childhood playing video games. High demand for INSTA-concentration/attention. Little demand for learning/recall when you are shooting people up in unreal tournament.
Right now i am thinking it may be mithochondria , perhaps i need more omega-fatties. I'm looking for biological things i can improve in my body OR physical/mental activities that will help me in solidifying and improving cognitive memory.
, considering how i experience most of daily events as entirely insignificant. most of my days consists of killing time and some moderate amounts of studying. although i give attention to your advice, i have a really hard time committing myself to writing what i perceive as insignificant events. I do a decent amount of writing, mostly in the form of notes/words that serve to remind me of things at a later stage. Perhaps i will spend more time/energy putting these thoughts/notes into more coherent sentences. Writing daily about events that are deemed significant and noteworthy is my twist to your advice.