Interplay of psychedelic experiance

[Dreambeyondthemoon]

Hi,
I was wondering if someone has a similar experience of trip interplays. I started my psychedelic journey with a microdose of acid when I was 19-20 years old. I never searched for psychedelics; they came to me. And have been profound. Since childhood I have been calm, very sensitive, and meditative. Very calm child, even though experienced abuse. Nevertheless, I really delved deep into psychedelic experiences from 26 to now at 28. But now, I was delving deeply into the world of plants, reading books, Erowid, and so on. I tried shrooms, mescaline, 4-AcO-DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, DMT, and LSD. I have been a follower of non-duality speakers and have found resonance. The absolute can appear as anything, and that includes psychedelic states. In these states I have a recurring sense of ancient voice and presence. On 4-AcO-DMT, I opened my room's window, and there was a voice of God saying that I was a child sacrificed in Aztec rituals. When I smoked DMT, telepathically there was also a voice saying that I was very old; there was a sense that I had impacted people; perhaps I was a healer or shaman. In my meditation recently there was a vision of my body riding a horse in fields as a Native American. Honestly, the further you go into the forest, the more trees there are. I couldn't imagine in my wildest dreams that everything is so complete, vast, and chaotic, yet at the same time so utterly simple. A paradox appearing. I know that these things are hallucinations, but how can the sense of reality be so amplified, especially with DMT? The experience with 5-MeO-DMT was otherworldly, complete heaven; 5 min felt eternal. Actually the sense of separation left this body. I am beyond grateful. It was a recognition of myself playing a game of hide and seek with myself. And by "myself" I mean the absolute. Linguistics can only do so much. So, the interplay is very interesting for me. Before delving into the experiences, I always express gratitude, honor, and prayer. It has rewarded me profoundly, and I hope it will benefit future explorations. How your experiences have been similar with different psychedelics, or different?

Good luck, fellow beings, or I could say mirrors

 

[Panpsychic]

I couldn't imagine in my wildest dreams that everything is so complete, vast, and chaotic, yet at the same time so utterly simple. A paradox appearing.

I am going through such a process now, and can resonate. It is such that I scarcely can believe it myself yet keeps proving to be true. Sadly, many of these insights cannot be shared even with those in the psychedelic community at present as not everyone is ready for such perspectives and it can cause more issues. Mainly though it is up to each person to realize their path.

I know that these things are hallucinations, but how can the sense of reality be so amplified, especially with DMT?

Because their not 'hallucinations' in a sense of seeing something thats not there, (though that can happen but still has a specific purpose stil if it does). Generally though you are seeing deeper perceptions of reality, normally hidden.

It was a recognition of myself playing a game of hide and seek with myself. And by "myself" I mean the absolute. Linguistics can only do so much. So, the interplay is very interesting for me. Before delving into the experiences, I always express gratitude, honor, and prayer. It has rewarded me profoundly, and I hope it will benefit future explorations. How your experiences have been similar with different psychedelics, or different?

Good luck, fellow beings, or I could say mirrors

Yes, there is interplay. The more clearly you perceive, the more you will see the connections and the more that unfolds. Especially if you apply the lessons and have an expanded framework for interpretation, drawing specifically on mystic traditions which have mapped out some of the terrain through access to these states and similar.

 

[Flufferus]

welcome fellow person

I find each substance has a spirit. Each will lead you on a psychedelically similar, yet totally different experience. Let them lead, go with the flow especially high doses. never try to fight it, your fighting yourself and will always lose, even if it dosent feel like it. always breathe deep belly breaths 24/7 even when not tripping helps with tension and anxiety.

Also word of advice, it can be good to share immediate thoughts after a trip in the chat room if your having a rough time accepting it, or just want to dissect it alil with a fellow psychonaught.

But ive found processing it by myself for about a month to be most beneficial before i share, and compile a coherent experience that is authentic, just to let my mind settle on the facts, and what i really learned from the experience. It takes time! and changes many many times in that short month personally. There are many many many dimensions and nooks and crannies in trips! Some trips you can find something new in them for the rest of your life whenever you fully remember the feeling. Its more of a feeling than a singular thought for me. Trying to paste words and thoughts onto psychedelic experiences feels like trying to start a fire in the woods with moist crayons and belly button lint.

time takes time. I find the remembrance of the visions never leaves, but the details and haphazard thoughts i DID manage to procure, begin to nicely simplify and become more profound as the months go by, allowing our primitive linguistics system to even get close to describing the experience accurately.

welcome to the nexus