Dreambeyondthemoon
Rising Star
Hi,
I was wondering if someone has a similar experience of trip interplays. I started my psychedelic journey with a microdose of acid when I was 19-20 years old. I never searched for psychedelics; they came to me. And have been profound. Since childhood I have been calm, very sensitive, and meditative. Very calm child, even though experienced abuse. Nevertheless, I really delved deep into psychedelic experiences from 26 to now at 28. But now, I was delving deeply into the world of plants, reading books, Erowid, and so on. I tried shrooms, mescaline, 4-AcO-DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, DMT, and LSD. I have been a follower of non-duality speakers and have found resonance. The absolute can appear as anything, and that includes psychedelic states. In these states I have a recurring sense of ancient voice and presence. On 4-AcO-DMT, I opened my room's window, and there was a voice of God saying that I was a child sacrificed in Aztec rituals. When I smoked DMT, telepathically there was also a voice saying that I was very old; there was a sense that I had impacted people; perhaps I was a healer or shaman. In my meditation recently there was a vision of my body riding a horse in fields as a Native American. Honestly, the further you go into the forest, the more trees there are. I couldn't imagine in my wildest dreams that everything is so complete, vast, and chaotic, yet at the same time so utterly simple. A paradox appearing. I know that these things are hallucinations, but how can the sense of reality be so amplified, especially with DMT? The experience with 5-MeO-DMT was otherworldly, complete heaven; 5 min felt eternal. Actually the sense of separation left this body. I am beyond grateful. It was a recognition of myself playing a game of hide and seek with myself. And by "myself" I mean the absolute. Linguistics can only do so much. So, the interplay is very interesting for me. Before delving into the experiences, I always express gratitude, honor, and prayer. It has rewarded me profoundly, and I hope it will benefit future explorations. How your experiences have been similar with different psychedelics, or different?
Good luck, fellow beings, or I could say mirrors
I was wondering if someone has a similar experience of trip interplays. I started my psychedelic journey with a microdose of acid when I was 19-20 years old. I never searched for psychedelics; they came to me. And have been profound. Since childhood I have been calm, very sensitive, and meditative. Very calm child, even though experienced abuse. Nevertheless, I really delved deep into psychedelic experiences from 26 to now at 28. But now, I was delving deeply into the world of plants, reading books, Erowid, and so on. I tried shrooms, mescaline, 4-AcO-DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, DMT, and LSD. I have been a follower of non-duality speakers and have found resonance. The absolute can appear as anything, and that includes psychedelic states. In these states I have a recurring sense of ancient voice and presence. On 4-AcO-DMT, I opened my room's window, and there was a voice of God saying that I was a child sacrificed in Aztec rituals. When I smoked DMT, telepathically there was also a voice saying that I was very old; there was a sense that I had impacted people; perhaps I was a healer or shaman. In my meditation recently there was a vision of my body riding a horse in fields as a Native American. Honestly, the further you go into the forest, the more trees there are. I couldn't imagine in my wildest dreams that everything is so complete, vast, and chaotic, yet at the same time so utterly simple. A paradox appearing. I know that these things are hallucinations, but how can the sense of reality be so amplified, especially with DMT? The experience with 5-MeO-DMT was otherworldly, complete heaven; 5 min felt eternal. Actually the sense of separation left this body. I am beyond grateful. It was a recognition of myself playing a game of hide and seek with myself. And by "myself" I mean the absolute. Linguistics can only do so much. So, the interplay is very interesting for me. Before delving into the experiences, I always express gratitude, honor, and prayer. It has rewarded me profoundly, and I hope it will benefit future explorations. How your experiences have been similar with different psychedelics, or different?
Good luck, fellow beings, or I could say mirrors
