My senses tell me there is something more happening than what my mind apprehends at it's 'normal' state of being. I see this everytime in my nocturnal dreams. Few years back i was introduced to few psychedelics - psylocibin and other tryptamines. Since then i was able to see that what i was having doubts about were not just metaphysical assumptions regarding deterministic reality, but another aspects of that cosmic awareness. Then i knew most of human knowlegde is just a linguistic habit, kind of morphogenetic field that helps humanity thrive. and the most shocking of all was that linear causality is one of those perceptual 'habits'. I had a near death experiecne once, and there i could see that all separation of time and space is an aspect of that perceptual 'illusion' of the semantic instinct.
We can flow at whatever 'fields' we desire, but it takes a certain kind of effort to be aware of that! To some point it inludes the appreciation of the fact that there is no substantial difference between matter and psyche, and therefore - all is self-reflexive conscioussness.
Not a consciousness that is aware of itself in our mankind fashion, but one that is intuitive towards itself.
And if realize that, then awareness effort ceazes to be an effort. It's just a cycle of that intuitive being.
We can flow at whatever 'fields' we desire, but it takes a certain kind of effort to be aware of that! To some point it inludes the appreciation of the fact that there is no substantial difference between matter and psyche, and therefore - all is self-reflexive conscioussness.
Not a consciousness that is aware of itself in our mankind fashion, but one that is intuitive towards itself.
And if realize that, then awareness effort ceazes to be an effort. It's just a cycle of that intuitive being.

