I could've written the OP myself, it describes my obsession with entities so well :lol:
I wonder about these things at least half a dozen times everyday. Are the entities I meet actually real, in a sense that they are independent from myself and hold some separate existence?
I've actually begun to try to classify the beings I encounter. I think I have an abnormally high instance of contact with beings during psychedelic trips...it happens almost every time I ingest even moderate doses now. It's like I'm some alien antenna dialed in to a frequency that anyone can tap into and communicate with me :lol: I know how crazy it sounds, if I was spouting this kind of thing without mentioning that I was using psychedelics I would probably be locked up tomorrow.
We have many commonalities, the OP and I. I'm also a huge sci-fi fan, and have been absolutely obsessed with the whole concept of entity contact since I first had an experience with Salvia many years ago.
My signature belies my fascination with this topic :lol:
I feel that these entities I am in contact with are real, in a sense, and I'm constantly trying to glean more information about how they exist. I've been chastised on many occasions for being "too nosey" or for taking trips solely for the purpose of trying to find out more about these entities.
I like to think of it like a kind of multidimensional gonzo journalism. I need to enter the realm of these entities and exist as they do, live as they live, then I can grasp a greater understanding of their purpose, intentions, etc.
At first there was fear. Now it has been replaced with an unquenchable curiosity. Will I ever get all the answers, reach a final conclusion? Perhaps not. But it sure is fun trying.
I wonder about these things at least half a dozen times everyday. Are the entities I meet actually real, in a sense that they are independent from myself and hold some separate existence?
I've actually begun to try to classify the beings I encounter. I think I have an abnormally high instance of contact with beings during psychedelic trips...it happens almost every time I ingest even moderate doses now. It's like I'm some alien antenna dialed in to a frequency that anyone can tap into and communicate with me :lol: I know how crazy it sounds, if I was spouting this kind of thing without mentioning that I was using psychedelics I would probably be locked up tomorrow.
We have many commonalities, the OP and I. I'm also a huge sci-fi fan, and have been absolutely obsessed with the whole concept of entity contact since I first had an experience with Salvia many years ago.
My signature belies my fascination with this topic :lol:
I feel that these entities I am in contact with are real, in a sense, and I'm constantly trying to glean more information about how they exist. I've been chastised on many occasions for being "too nosey" or for taking trips solely for the purpose of trying to find out more about these entities.
I like to think of it like a kind of multidimensional gonzo journalism. I need to enter the realm of these entities and exist as they do, live as they live, then I can grasp a greater understanding of their purpose, intentions, etc.
At first there was fear. Now it has been replaced with an unquenchable curiosity. Will I ever get all the answers, reach a final conclusion? Perhaps not. But it sure is fun trying.