Hi everyone, excited to join the forum and hopefully find lots of useful information. I've been enjoying psychedelics recreationally for 25 years.
This last year has been rather rough. I have a history of depression and hit a rough patch following loosing my job and having to move away from my wife and daughter to find work and keep our mortgage paid. I get to come home for stretches, but the isolation I feel when I'm away from my family for a week at a time has been really fucking me up. I got back on my antidepressant medication for a while then I tapered off and started microdosing psylocybin. That has been very helpful. That process has reinvigorated my love for psychedelics and their healing abilities.
listening to psychedelic podcasts has peaked my interest in DMT. I'm trying to wade into the waters humbly and not set a goal of having the most epic breakthrough high. I got some DMT and made a nice ejuice and got a sub ohm tank vape. Still trying to get used to my new tool and getting comfortable hitting pleasant level 3 DMT experiences. The last one I had was quite delightful, I felt like the intense CEV where very playful like the was a childlike invisible imp giving me the best light show ever. It was really fun to see how the patterns and colors splashed across in different ways that seemed somewhat intentional.
I have some mhrb and Syrian Rue coming and I'm excited to do some extractions. I don't think I'm totally ready to push higher levels yet, but excited about the idea that I can have longer times in that playful zone. Needless to say I'm excited to eventually dive deeper. I want to try making some changa. I'm not a marijuana smoker(THC causes intense anxiety for me) so I hope the herbal hits are to harsh.
All in all I'm happy to be here and hope to learn a lot. Not just from the extraction side of things, but from others experiences.
This last year has been rather rough. I have a history of depression and hit a rough patch following loosing my job and having to move away from my wife and daughter to find work and keep our mortgage paid. I get to come home for stretches, but the isolation I feel when I'm away from my family for a week at a time has been really fucking me up. I got back on my antidepressant medication for a while then I tapered off and started microdosing psylocybin. That has been very helpful. That process has reinvigorated my love for psychedelics and their healing abilities.
listening to psychedelic podcasts has peaked my interest in DMT. I'm trying to wade into the waters humbly and not set a goal of having the most epic breakthrough high. I got some DMT and made a nice ejuice and got a sub ohm tank vape. Still trying to get used to my new tool and getting comfortable hitting pleasant level 3 DMT experiences. The last one I had was quite delightful, I felt like the intense CEV where very playful like the was a childlike invisible imp giving me the best light show ever. It was really fun to see how the patterns and colors splashed across in different ways that seemed somewhat intentional.
I have some mhrb and Syrian Rue coming and I'm excited to do some extractions. I don't think I'm totally ready to push higher levels yet, but excited about the idea that I can have longer times in that playful zone. Needless to say I'm excited to eventually dive deeper. I want to try making some changa. I'm not a marijuana smoker(THC causes intense anxiety for me) so I hope the herbal hits are to harsh.
All in all I'm happy to be here and hope to learn a lot. Not just from the extraction side of things, but from others experiences.