PsyDuckmonkey
witch
As a winter solstice ritual, I took 2.4 grams of very potent self-grown Cubes, and drank them via the lemon tek. (Powder the mushrooms, pour lemon juice on them, wait 20 minutes, drink/eat.) As 'allies' I took around .4g of cannabis baked in butter, and tea from two teaspoons of freshly powdered lemon balm and St. John's wort.
It was a very healing experience, as well-organized shroom-with-cannabis trips tend to be for me in general. I communed with myself, looked into childhood hurts, embryonic traumas - I had the feeling / realization that I originally had a twin when we were only a few cells, but he kinda stopped growing and got absorbed -, sexual desires and all kinds of similar self-healing stuff.
What's really interesting though is that at the peak of the experience, I had the typical DMT acceleration feeling, the rising carrier wave, and had the sense of the thin shell you break on breakthrough, only I couldn't crack it. I went up against it, multiple times, like a chick trying to break its eggshell, but it was only an 'almost'.
When I first listened to Kilindi Iyi (google him) saying that for him, DMT and high dose mushrooms are indistinguishable, I was wondering what's up with that, but this really felt like he might be right. (He uses doses around ~30 gram dried.) This really WAS almost a full-on hyperspace trip. So I definitely have the feeling now that this is a direction worthy of exploration.
It was a very healing experience, as well-organized shroom-with-cannabis trips tend to be for me in general. I communed with myself, looked into childhood hurts, embryonic traumas - I had the feeling / realization that I originally had a twin when we were only a few cells, but he kinda stopped growing and got absorbed -, sexual desires and all kinds of similar self-healing stuff.
What's really interesting though is that at the peak of the experience, I had the typical DMT acceleration feeling, the rising carrier wave, and had the sense of the thin shell you break on breakthrough, only I couldn't crack it. I went up against it, multiple times, like a chick trying to break its eggshell, but it was only an 'almost'.
When I first listened to Kilindi Iyi (google him) saying that for him, DMT and high dose mushrooms are indistinguishable, I was wondering what's up with that, but this really felt like he might be right. (He uses doses around ~30 gram dried.) This really WAS almost a full-on hyperspace trip. So I definitely have the feeling now that this is a direction worthy of exploration.
Reconnecting with the memory of your long lost twin sounds cool! 
