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dogga94

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Well I finally broke through for the first time and what I got was about what i was expecting. (My english skills are shit so sorry :P)

So I set out my little "dmt area" on the floor which is a bunch of pillows and blankets. I then load my bowl of peppermint enhanced leaf in my bong. Deep breaths to calm myself, then I warm up the bowl and then take a few more breaths. I move the flame closer and it starts to ignite, I cherry it and rip, pull the downstem and suck up the goodness which then turns into somewhat harsh smoke but i hold it in for about 10 seconds then rip left over smoke still in the bong.

Bam everything goes woozy and trippy. I lie down and prepare for the journey. I start seeing some visuals which are unlike what people described, there kinda bland fractals and are quite dull. Then it hits me, my body and ego are gone, im just a floating consciousness and I start to question life and existence and so forth. The visuals at this point are kinda of a swirling mix of colours and circles. I then start to come down and am still questioning my life while being in a state of partial ego loss and how I relate to the world and that I have been given the gift of life and all the interaction goes on in the world.

After the trip I just sat down and contemplated everything that exists and what might exist and for the next two hours I literally just had a look of wow, jawdrop.Overall the mental aspect was worth all the effort, but the visuals seemed really different from what other people have described. Maybe ill try IV 4-aco because ive always liked the needle more than smoking.
 
dogga94 said:
After the trip I just sat down and contemplated everything that exists and what might exist and for the next two hours I literally just had a look of wow, jawdrop.Overall the mental aspect was worth all the effort, but the visuals seemed really different from what other people have described. Maybe ill try IV 4-aco because ive always liked the needle more than smoking.

I wouldn't judge the visuals based on one breakthrough. Breakthroughs can be so variable that next time it could be completely different. You also may want to consider that if you were unimpressed with the visuals, it might not have been a full-fledged breakthrough. Breakthroughs come in all shapes and sizes of various orders, so I wouldn't get discouraged so quickly.
 
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