unknowablekingdom
Rising Star
Maybe my paranoia kicks in again.
I write something in here and it showed up. Later at my friends computer I pulleda post up to show him the report and my post wasn't there. I am suspicious all my posts are being blocked. I can't believe this would get done to me but of course it would and plus I caught the web site doing this to me.
I wish I would have just known or been told and I would have stopped wasting my time with these small letters and hard to read background colors. On my friends computer my reply was not there so I thought it never posted, even though I was certain I saw it earlier.
I couldn’t wait to get home to see if it would be there on my end, and it was. I feel so fooled by the entities or by this website. Like I am not good enough to post that they hide my posts but make them appear to make me feel better. I was wondering why I’m never responded to. My confidence is hurt. I feel bad in my relationship today about it.
Just fooled.
I know it’s silly but I’m honestly crying. This website I am obsessd with it and to be kicked like this is horrible. I always did bad in school too I am so upset. I just wish people would stop lying to me to make me feel better and just tell me the honest truth. That I’m stupid and my posts aren’t worthy. I will be in bed crying tonight. What’s next I bet my significant other will dump me. I can just feel that coming whatever. Turning to God.
What it feels like is being bullied at school. Idk what I hate more. A liar or a lying website or a snitch. Some person sits here and mutes my posts that takes time but not as much time as my foreign self trying to type in English. Thanks a lot. Bad karma for wasting my time and lying about it.
I learned that this website is not as authentic as I think. Also there are some annoying posters.
Everyone treats me bad and I can’t believe it has to surface on an anonymous website as well. I am scarrd.
I write something in here and it showed up. Later at my friends computer I pulleda post up to show him the report and my post wasn't there. I am suspicious all my posts are being blocked. I can't believe this would get done to me but of course it would and plus I caught the web site doing this to me.
I wish I would have just known or been told and I would have stopped wasting my time with these small letters and hard to read background colors. On my friends computer my reply was not there so I thought it never posted, even though I was certain I saw it earlier.
I couldn’t wait to get home to see if it would be there on my end, and it was. I feel so fooled by the entities or by this website. Like I am not good enough to post that they hide my posts but make them appear to make me feel better. I was wondering why I’m never responded to. My confidence is hurt. I feel bad in my relationship today about it.
Just fooled.
I know it’s silly but I’m honestly crying. This website I am obsessd with it and to be kicked like this is horrible. I always did bad in school too I am so upset. I just wish people would stop lying to me to make me feel better and just tell me the honest truth. That I’m stupid and my posts aren’t worthy. I will be in bed crying tonight. What’s next I bet my significant other will dump me. I can just feel that coming whatever. Turning to God.
What it feels like is being bullied at school. Idk what I hate more. A liar or a lying website or a snitch. Some person sits here and mutes my posts that takes time but not as much time as my foreign self trying to type in English. Thanks a lot. Bad karma for wasting my time and lying about it.
I learned that this website is not as authentic as I think. Also there are some annoying posters.
Everyone treats me bad and I can’t believe it has to surface on an anonymous website as well. I am scarrd.
