PleasureAndBliss
Rising Star
Hello everyone,
Long time lurker here, from maybe 2012. I'm a 28 year old guy, actually doing a neuroscience PhD in sensory perception.
I'm passionate about everything that can impact consciousness. This comprise mostly meditation and drugs. I did like 5-6 vipassana Goeka meditations retreats, and try to meditate 1h/day. I say try because I don't meditate daily 1/2 of the year.
One of my main focus is to succeed to meditate daily for the most part of the year, as I tasted the multiples benefits of this practice. One of the bests memories of my life was this time in retreat when thinking stopped totally for like 30 minutes. I want to expand the depth of my meditation practice, until I can reach the first Jhana.
I'm extremely exited by the writings of Myron Stolaroff and want to reproduce what he did, mixing low doses psychedelics and meditation, for increasing both practice. I would be extremely interested to know someone who had tried this approach.
I recently started to trip with mushrooms, and plan to initiate a relation with them. I was extremely anxious first, but my two first doses, 1.5g and 1.75g, was encouraging. I felt the mushroom spirit, full of humor. I want to confront (slowly if possible) my shadow and don't trip for fun. I want to understand why I'm so afraid of public presentations, heal from previous bad experiences with drugs (was addicted to GHB/codein and generally I'm an anxious person) and I have huge thirst for better understanding mind and the subconscious. The first trip was a little hard on the beginning (huge step in the unknown for me), but the second part of the trip was extremely reliving, calming. The second trip last weekend was like 2 time more powerful, mostly "bad" sensations emerging from my mind, but I succeeded to stay calm and equanimous. It's just been a week, but I feel kind of stronger in my ability to face life. These preliminary results are extremely interesting, and I will certainly seek for more. As I have no people supporting theses kind of psychedelic-fuelled self discovery in my neighbourhood, I decided to join you fellow guys/girls.
Wish you the best !
One of my favourites quotes for the end:
"There is pleasure and there is bliss, forget the first to possess the second".
Long time lurker here, from maybe 2012. I'm a 28 year old guy, actually doing a neuroscience PhD in sensory perception.
I'm passionate about everything that can impact consciousness. This comprise mostly meditation and drugs. I did like 5-6 vipassana Goeka meditations retreats, and try to meditate 1h/day. I say try because I don't meditate daily 1/2 of the year.
One of my main focus is to succeed to meditate daily for the most part of the year, as I tasted the multiples benefits of this practice. One of the bests memories of my life was this time in retreat when thinking stopped totally for like 30 minutes. I want to expand the depth of my meditation practice, until I can reach the first Jhana.
I'm extremely exited by the writings of Myron Stolaroff and want to reproduce what he did, mixing low doses psychedelics and meditation, for increasing both practice. I would be extremely interested to know someone who had tried this approach.
I recently started to trip with mushrooms, and plan to initiate a relation with them. I was extremely anxious first, but my two first doses, 1.5g and 1.75g, was encouraging. I felt the mushroom spirit, full of humor. I want to confront (slowly if possible) my shadow and don't trip for fun. I want to understand why I'm so afraid of public presentations, heal from previous bad experiences with drugs (was addicted to GHB/codein and generally I'm an anxious person) and I have huge thirst for better understanding mind and the subconscious. The first trip was a little hard on the beginning (huge step in the unknown for me), but the second part of the trip was extremely reliving, calming. The second trip last weekend was like 2 time more powerful, mostly "bad" sensations emerging from my mind, but I succeeded to stay calm and equanimous. It's just been a week, but I feel kind of stronger in my ability to face life. These preliminary results are extremely interesting, and I will certainly seek for more. As I have no people supporting theses kind of psychedelic-fuelled self discovery in my neighbourhood, I decided to join you fellow guys/girls.
Wish you the best !
One of my favourites quotes for the end:
"There is pleasure and there is bliss, forget the first to possess the second".
