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dreamer042 said:After a long night round the fire pit in woods,
Climb the nearby mountain, follow a trail to a lookout point.
Surya Namaskara greets the rising luminescent ball as it ascends the cliff faces.
3 puffs this morning, not too small but not too big.
The tryptamine body load rushes on like a freight train.
A frequency gently sounds as if off in the distance.
The dark valley below transforms to rich vibrant greens and blues as the heavenly rays chase away the last of the shadows.
The waves shimmer on the horizon.
Behind the eyelids geometry hints and teases translucently within the darkness.
Breathing. Smiling, Blissful.
Just a few moments here.
Grateful and humbled begins the stroll back to camp where fresh cut cantaloupe awaits.
Very nice.
Dorge said:rOm said:there is something very good to be gain without seeeking for visions. So some poeple could benefit form it without being bashed to hyperspace.
Right?! It doesn't have to be about launch and exploration! It can also focus on grounding, centering, and staying open to that awareness changa brings us through out our day.
woogyboogy said:Great idea, also in 2016
It was a good morning.. Wake up, very low Dose Changa, Meditation, Ginger Lemon Honey Tea. Great start.
Spirit_Seeker said:Just for the sake of intellectual thoroughness, what about the argument that this shouldn't be a daily or even common experience?
Infrequent high doses vs frequent smaller doses seems to be a very polarizing concept. I don't honestly know which side I would fall on. I feel like daily use will just build tolerance. On one hand I would love to wake up every morning and familiarize myself with hyperspace. On the other hand, it feels like I am not fully respecting this plant by making it common practice. Thats what weed is for.
This feeling of dissociation broke for me once after i shared some heavy things that came up during a low dose session. A vision of myself old and alone waiting for family at a nursing home. I shared it with my wife and wept. It was more about an enormous lack of gratitude for life I had been falling into yet again. After I wept and saw how amazing my life really is at this moment i was freed of everything I had carried. I think the harmalas can stir up the mud a bit and only the work of clearing it can quell the uneasiness.smoothmonkey said:Spirit_Seeker said:Just for the sake of intellectual thoroughness, what about the argument that this shouldn't be a daily or even common experience?
Infrequent high doses vs frequent smaller doses seems to be a very polarizing concept. I don't honestly know which side I would fall on. I feel like daily use will just build tolerance. On one hand I would love to wake up every morning and familiarize myself with hyperspace. On the other hand, it feels like I am not fully respecting this plant by making it common practice. Thats what weed is for.
Very well put. Weed is definitely the daily medicine.
I gain more benefit from higher doses more infrequently and often times find the lower doses to be uncomfortable. I have seen this thread up for quite some time so curiously I tried smoking in the morning a few weeks ago -- Sub-breakthrough dose outside on the back patio at about 6AM after morning meditation. I was very calm and comfortable and it felt right, but it left me feeling a bit dissociated and uneasy. Maybe if i had broken through it would have felt better. I think changa is best done infrequently, fully, and ceremonially for me.
Peace!
-SM
So I am bumping this thread. After a day with an intense Kundalini practice under instruction, an evening of processing recovery work with my sponsor followed by gong bath meditation i slept deeply. Upon awakening the next morning just before sunrise I contemplated the onset of anxiety around my session. My intuition said "say one word" From my mouth came "faith". After hydrating and clearing my bowels i sat in easy pose on my bed and pulled an easy lungful slowly and sat the pipe down. Maybe slightly less than my target dose but "enough" is what my intuition spoke. Closing my eyes I breathed my heart rate back down and i could see relief carvings of angels and symbols as if thhrough a mist. Then it was like staring at stone. Intuition said "try this kriya" look left eyes closed breath in, look right eyes closed breath out, look up breathing on eyes closed bow down breathing out eyes closed rise to center breath in breath out and repeat. It was immersive and centering and after about 10 min I opened my eyes and started the day. Making coffee I could see my fig tree which was recovering from a late frost. Reaching deep withing to bring new growth after nearly dying. I could feel this same aspect in my own life, first being an addict with nearly a decade clean but also recently coming through some life shattering personal trauma in my marriage and having that be the basis of our relationship fealing and becoming our dharma after the beatdown of unavoidable karma.The message was so clear in the burgeoning life of this fig leaf. I wept tears of joy as I poured my morning joe and headed out to soak up the aferglow in my expansive garden. Dialing in these low doses is my new goal. I love a good breakthrough but this way seems to offer more intention and sunrise offers the new beginning aspect that each new day presents. I space these sessions and take time to let them soak in rather that doing a daily thing but morning changa is simply the best.Dorge said:rOm said:there is something very good to be gain without seeeking for visions. So some poeple could benefit form it without being bashed to hyperspace.
Right?! It doesn't have to be about launch and exploration! It can also focus on grounding, centering, and staying open to that awareness changa brings us through out our day.