grizzlyspirit
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hey all,
Wanted to write up this post as quickly as I could. I first tried DMT out of a bong, and had a level 2 or so experience, as I definitely wasted some of it through my terrible smoking method.
Second time rolls around, and I put a little bit (10mg) in a meth/oil burner pipe, just to try and gauge how to correctly hit the stuff.
Third time, and I most certainly broke through. My experience is still fresh in my mind, albeit I do not recall (regrettably) a good portion of the experience. I took two solid hits out of the pipe. By the time I was holding the second one in, everything in my vision completely disintegrated and changed. I tried to place the pipe down in the place I had planned on beforehand, but at that point none of what I was seeing made any sense whatsoever. My ego was completely obliterated shortly thereafter. I've experienced an ego death before, but definitely not to this degree. I was definitely in hyperspace - I had no idea who, what, or where I was. I distinctly recall having a connection with everything, or rather, I WAS everything. I also remember thinking there was something on the tip of my tongue that was VERY, VERY important - however I could not think of it. I had various thoughts relating to my personal beliefs on society, specifically our infatuation with getting 'fucked up' on any sort of drug. It did feel like a sort of dream-state, so I can now understand where people get that idea from. I also, crazy as it sounds, had thoughts that I had discovered the secret to life, so to speak.
Slowly things began to come back to me...I realized I was human, that I had taken DMT, and that I would be alright soon. I had music playing and it seemed extremely loud to me, though it was not at all. I remember crawling into a ball on my bed, trying to calm myself down...I was admittedly very scared at points throughout the trip.
Unfortunately there are a lot of things I cannot recall from the trip, but I do feel like a changed person now. I have always been a shy person and now feel more capable of putting myself out there, if that makes any sense. I do remember having similar thoughts to some of these on Salvia/Mushrooms as well, I'm assuming this is just due to the ego-death experience.
Thanks for reading and I apologize for the disjointed nature of this report - it was easily the most insane experience of my life. I hope to try it again sometime, when I can gather up the courage.
Wanted to write up this post as quickly as I could. I first tried DMT out of a bong, and had a level 2 or so experience, as I definitely wasted some of it through my terrible smoking method.
Second time rolls around, and I put a little bit (10mg) in a meth/oil burner pipe, just to try and gauge how to correctly hit the stuff.
Third time, and I most certainly broke through. My experience is still fresh in my mind, albeit I do not recall (regrettably) a good portion of the experience. I took two solid hits out of the pipe. By the time I was holding the second one in, everything in my vision completely disintegrated and changed. I tried to place the pipe down in the place I had planned on beforehand, but at that point none of what I was seeing made any sense whatsoever. My ego was completely obliterated shortly thereafter. I've experienced an ego death before, but definitely not to this degree. I was definitely in hyperspace - I had no idea who, what, or where I was. I distinctly recall having a connection with everything, or rather, I WAS everything. I also remember thinking there was something on the tip of my tongue that was VERY, VERY important - however I could not think of it. I had various thoughts relating to my personal beliefs on society, specifically our infatuation with getting 'fucked up' on any sort of drug. It did feel like a sort of dream-state, so I can now understand where people get that idea from. I also, crazy as it sounds, had thoughts that I had discovered the secret to life, so to speak.
Slowly things began to come back to me...I realized I was human, that I had taken DMT, and that I would be alright soon. I had music playing and it seemed extremely loud to me, though it was not at all. I remember crawling into a ball on my bed, trying to calm myself down...I was admittedly very scared at points throughout the trip.
Unfortunately there are a lot of things I cannot recall from the trip, but I do feel like a changed person now. I have always been a shy person and now feel more capable of putting myself out there, if that makes any sense. I do remember having similar thoughts to some of these on Salvia/Mushrooms as well, I'm assuming this is just due to the ego-death experience.
Thanks for reading and I apologize for the disjointed nature of this report - it was easily the most insane experience of my life. I hope to try it again sometime, when I can gather up the courage.
