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Doobies and boobies
I've smoked DMT several times before but never broken through. And I was determined to accomplish reaching hyperspace.
Im not sure what kind of DMT this is, but it kinda looks like Regs.
He hooked me up with .25 so i packed it all. It took me about, 6 BIG inhales off of my bowl. And by the time i got to the 3rd hit i was already tripping pretty hard, by the 5th hit, the room was bending and twisting, by the 6th hit, I remember exhaling, putting the bowl down, and closing my eyes.
I cannot even begin to explain half the shit i was seeing when my eyes were closed. But ill try the best i can.
I remember seeing rows of doors on either side of me, the went for as far as i could see, i stood up from the couch (Which never moved and ill get back to the couch) I stood up, (In my head, but it felt real as if i really did stand up) walk a few steps forward and entered a door. After entering the door, there were more doors exactly like when i first got there. I continuely started to walk into random doors until i found myself lost. Now, normally i would just open my eyes and know everything was ok, but when i opend my eyes i started to get really scared. I told my friend to turn off the music and i stared at the ground. I said to him "I feel this trip going bad, im starting to get paranoid and scared. In reality i know im here, on this couch, but in my head i feel like i no where near here. I feel like im lost in my own mind and i fear ill never get out." He asked me a few questions like "Whats your name" "Whats the date" "Whats the time" It was taking me atleast 20 seconds to answer each question, but to me it felt i answered them instantly.
The trip lasted a long 20 minutes rather than the usual 10. And I fear doing DMT again, like i know its just the drug messing with my mind, and i usually keep in the back of my head when i do DMT that "I wanted to do this, sit back and enjoy" But i couldnt find that in the back of my head.
Is this normal for the first time breaking through? To lose reality and fear it will never come back? That i will be tripping that intense for ever?
I don't know if i ever will do DMT again, but I want to, but after that experience i don't know if i ever will be able to.
Im not sure what kind of DMT this is, but it kinda looks like Regs.
He hooked me up with .25 so i packed it all. It took me about, 6 BIG inhales off of my bowl. And by the time i got to the 3rd hit i was already tripping pretty hard, by the 5th hit, the room was bending and twisting, by the 6th hit, I remember exhaling, putting the bowl down, and closing my eyes.
I cannot even begin to explain half the shit i was seeing when my eyes were closed. But ill try the best i can.
I remember seeing rows of doors on either side of me, the went for as far as i could see, i stood up from the couch (Which never moved and ill get back to the couch) I stood up, (In my head, but it felt real as if i really did stand up) walk a few steps forward and entered a door. After entering the door, there were more doors exactly like when i first got there. I continuely started to walk into random doors until i found myself lost. Now, normally i would just open my eyes and know everything was ok, but when i opend my eyes i started to get really scared. I told my friend to turn off the music and i stared at the ground. I said to him "I feel this trip going bad, im starting to get paranoid and scared. In reality i know im here, on this couch, but in my head i feel like i no where near here. I feel like im lost in my own mind and i fear ill never get out." He asked me a few questions like "Whats your name" "Whats the date" "Whats the time" It was taking me atleast 20 seconds to answer each question, but to me it felt i answered them instantly.
The trip lasted a long 20 minutes rather than the usual 10. And I fear doing DMT again, like i know its just the drug messing with my mind, and i usually keep in the back of my head when i do DMT that "I wanted to do this, sit back and enjoy" But i couldnt find that in the back of my head.
Is this normal for the first time breaking through? To lose reality and fear it will never come back? That i will be tripping that intense for ever?
I don't know if i ever will do DMT again, but I want to, but after that experience i don't know if i ever will be able to.
