I've been reluctant to comment on this thread, Ant, because you're a legend, a real pillar of this fine old Hub, an amazing support, reporter and general stand-up dude. I LOVE reading your reports - they're lucid, insightful, well-written and full of gracious humour. This one, on the whole, is no different. It's an amazing, thought-provoking journey that you've had, and I thank you for sharing it with us.
But this last bit has been bothering me:
antrocles said:
something massive is coming. an age of evolving. a time for us to become the gods we have forgotten we are. i stand for the growth and evolution of all who would go forth into this great awakening and ring in a new age of unity. there is something wonderful beyond measure coming. for those who would begin now to do away with defunct thought cycles and fear-based forms of behaviour, you will all be entrusted with a new paradise.
This is where you seem to me to have crossed a line of sorts; it may be why you were a little reluctant to post this initially.
For me, this sounds a bit too much like a kind of evangelism.
There is a certainty in your prediction that I never feel with spice, ever. For me, it is inherently mysterious, uncertain, and beyond my understanding. That may be because of the limits of my experience with the molecule; you have certainly travelled further and more often. And so maybe certainty does await at the end of this marvellous rainbow.
But predictions of a coming new paradise freak me out a bit.
I hope you know I say this with the greatest of love, brother - not to knock you, or attack you in any way ... but I feel I had to say it.
love and gratitude, big guy