For a brief synopsis of my wife's condition please read my posts in thisMPD thread.
My wife was quite anxious about her first voyage. She has seen many people while they voyaged and heard their stories upon return, but knew she was unprepared. She took a nice bath to relax and was almost asleep when the bong was set up.
In a water bong I loaded up 75mgs in between some blue lotus leaf. A small amount of water was added. She had tried my vaporizer months ago, but was unable to get enough to affect her at all.
I have no idea how much she actually received, but she took 4 rips from the bong. There was a lot of plant material left in the bowl when I took it from her. She closed her eyes and was off!
I observed her breathing become erratic at times, which I attributed to a full breakthrough dose. After about 7 minutes she opened her eyes. A grin was plastered on her face from ear to ear. She seemed happy, slightly disoriented, and eager to tell her story. "Wow" was the first word out of her mouth.
This is what she told me about her experience:
" At first I thought nothing would happen. Then a buzzing started and became very loud. A pattern made out of many shifting triangles opened up before me. The colors were very bright constantly changing and the buzzing rose to an unbearable level. I felt like I was being tugged towards this pattern...at first I fought it and it turned into a tug of war but I remember what you had told me, to relax and let go. As soon as I did I was pulled though this hole that had opened up...on the other side was calm...no buzzing, no in-your-face colors. A lady, or what I sensed was a lady, appeared and danced before me. Primary, darker colors followed her every movement, they were swaying with her dancing. Every time I thought about something (breathing, the urge to use the bathroom, work, anything) I would have an overwhelming sense that I needed to watch what this lady was doing. She seemed intent that I pay attention only to her. After some time she simply faded into nothingness. The colors remained and swayed...then they faded too. I opened my eyes but couldn't feel my arms, but everything slowly came back to normal. The trails were stronger than anything I had seen before.
The thing that was interesting was that my whole system was present as soon as I felt the effects. This is very rare. Most times it is only one of us present
Each of my alters had their own reaction to the experience but we were one. After the experience wore off there was no disruption to the system. A large dose of mushrooms had really messed with my DID and I was unable to function for about a week, but I feel great now. I don't see DMT playing havoc with my disorder in the future."
Of course this was paraphrased, but my wife read over it and changed some things that I had wrong, so it's pretty close to her own words.
She will be joining all of us on the 9th!
My wife was quite anxious about her first voyage. She has seen many people while they voyaged and heard their stories upon return, but knew she was unprepared. She took a nice bath to relax and was almost asleep when the bong was set up.
In a water bong I loaded up 75mgs in between some blue lotus leaf. A small amount of water was added. She had tried my vaporizer months ago, but was unable to get enough to affect her at all.
I have no idea how much she actually received, but she took 4 rips from the bong. There was a lot of plant material left in the bowl when I took it from her. She closed her eyes and was off!
I observed her breathing become erratic at times, which I attributed to a full breakthrough dose. After about 7 minutes she opened her eyes. A grin was plastered on her face from ear to ear. She seemed happy, slightly disoriented, and eager to tell her story. "Wow" was the first word out of her mouth.
This is what she told me about her experience:
" At first I thought nothing would happen. Then a buzzing started and became very loud. A pattern made out of many shifting triangles opened up before me. The colors were very bright constantly changing and the buzzing rose to an unbearable level. I felt like I was being tugged towards this pattern...at first I fought it and it turned into a tug of war but I remember what you had told me, to relax and let go. As soon as I did I was pulled though this hole that had opened up...on the other side was calm...no buzzing, no in-your-face colors. A lady, or what I sensed was a lady, appeared and danced before me. Primary, darker colors followed her every movement, they were swaying with her dancing. Every time I thought about something (breathing, the urge to use the bathroom, work, anything) I would have an overwhelming sense that I needed to watch what this lady was doing. She seemed intent that I pay attention only to her. After some time she simply faded into nothingness. The colors remained and swayed...then they faded too. I opened my eyes but couldn't feel my arms, but everything slowly came back to normal. The trails were stronger than anything I had seen before.
The thing that was interesting was that my whole system was present as soon as I felt the effects. This is very rare. Most times it is only one of us present
Each of my alters had their own reaction to the experience but we were one. After the experience wore off there was no disruption to the system. A large dose of mushrooms had really messed with my DID and I was unable to function for about a week, but I feel great now. I don't see DMT playing havoc with my disorder in the future."
Of course this was paraphrased, but my wife read over it and changed some things that I had wrong, so it's pretty close to her own words.
She will be joining all of us on the 9th!