My introduction to spice was a solo operation, I started small and eventually worked my way up to 50mg, which turned out to be my first breakthru. I found myself standing in a cosmic desert being beckoned my 2 gnomes who were peeking out from behind a signpost. I wanted to go and all were sad because I was being held back by a rebelious body left back on the couch. I was so sick, heaving and retching and uhhh. It was so confusing because I couldn't make sense of what was going on, I felt so disconnected from my body and I couldn't figure out how to move or??? When I returned I realized I had thrown up on the floor (luckily I hadn't eaten). But this experience along with several bubbler dropping incidents ( my den has the most interesting smell now ) has stopped me from smoking alone.
So my bf agreed to try with me, after several 30mg trips he tried 50mg and blacked out. He didn't remember anything and decided the spice was not for him. But he had no problem sitting with me. But the problem is he doesn't BELIEVE in the experience. He's a smart guy, but he has the horrible habit of quantifying everything, very a+b=c kinda guy and I hate sharing my experiences with him, he takes a very psyc 101 approach to it all and I couldn't disagree more! So after coming back from a trip last night, basking in the afterglow, stretched out on the couch, I open my eyes to see him sitting on a chair, legs crossed, head resting on his folded hands just staring and waiting to get some insight to my pyche.. well I don't want to do it again. I've decided I need to go back to doing it for myself, by myself, at least until I find a more like minded person to share it with, which at this point seems pretty unlikely.
So, to get to the point, I dont't get sick everytime, but it does still happen and usually when I'm convinced it won't happen again. Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it? Also, what do you do with your smoking device? When hitting it a voice seems to come to me saying "hurry, keep going, you need this to get here, one more..." until I don't know what smoking is , let alone how to put it down properly. Any suggestions that might help boost my confidence in smoking alone are greatly appreciated!!!!
So my bf agreed to try with me, after several 30mg trips he tried 50mg and blacked out. He didn't remember anything and decided the spice was not for him. But he had no problem sitting with me. But the problem is he doesn't BELIEVE in the experience. He's a smart guy, but he has the horrible habit of quantifying everything, very a+b=c kinda guy and I hate sharing my experiences with him, he takes a very psyc 101 approach to it all and I couldn't disagree more! So after coming back from a trip last night, basking in the afterglow, stretched out on the couch, I open my eyes to see him sitting on a chair, legs crossed, head resting on his folded hands just staring and waiting to get some insight to my pyche.. well I don't want to do it again. I've decided I need to go back to doing it for myself, by myself, at least until I find a more like minded person to share it with, which at this point seems pretty unlikely.
So, to get to the point, I dont't get sick everytime, but it does still happen and usually when I'm convinced it won't happen again. Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it? Also, what do you do with your smoking device? When hitting it a voice seems to come to me saying "hurry, keep going, you need this to get here, one more..." until I don't know what smoking is , let alone how to put it down properly. Any suggestions that might help boost my confidence in smoking alone are greatly appreciated!!!!