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Hello, My name is Iain. I live in Perth western Australia. I have purposely NOT read any of the other intro post but I will, all of them.
I feel a little bit like the guy on Close encounters of the third kind, who kept building a mound and didn't know why, ..intuitively questing a 'something'. I have been drawn to the inhouse subject matter, and 'luckily' bumpt into your web site.
Firstly, thank you for existing.
I am 52 years old and have not taken anything exept good advice for over 20 years. I find myself in an awkward position, Once, long ago, I experimented with meditation while on LSD... I am now married with beautiful kids and very happy, and I came across some posts on DMT. I felt immediate releif in a way. Thank whoever. You see, I had an expeirence a long time ago, that I have never been able to express..... well, until now.

I am an avid reader and have an affinity with Osho, Gurjieff.. even tim leary... hahaha
I have watched a lot about Terrance Mckenna and studies by that US guy.
Well, other than breifly introduce myself, I need a guide. I would like to meet the light people.
 
Welcome to the Nexus... I'm loving the fact that there are so many "mature" individuals on here as far as age is concerned.
 
Welcome to the Nexus, Iain1.

It's nice to have some elder folks around and I hope you find this place of benefit. I know all too well that intuitive questioning going through your mind - it led me here as well. DMT is a curious thing and I look forward to hearing your first experience.

My best,
-a1pha
 
welcome new member it is nice to have you in the community.

You will find lots of members in which you can share your experiences and compare with.

You will also find that the nexus is full of positivity and nothing but good vibes to one another.

and another thing you certainly wouldn't have to read all of the intro essay, only the ones you are drawn to, there is more to explore on the site, even though your posting is restricted i am sure that will change soon.

well get out there and start sharing and learning, thank you and hope to hear from you in the future.

safe travels sir :)
 
Welcome Iain1... love the intro. you found the right place. the people here just rock the love!! we share the same longing. i too had been searching for an answer to a question i did not understand..i was lost in my understanding. then i saw The Spirit Molecule. and my feet hit the ground runnng to understand.. through just reading everything i could. i found this place.. And i read and i learched. and i could not believe these people shared the same planet with me... there pretty cool uh? next thing i know ...BAM!! i found a home.. lost a empty feeling. and learned about the spice. from these amazing people... and learned the most incredible things... hope the same happens for you... if you need any help.. there are some bright eggs in here that just love to help.. good luck in all that you seek..<3 respect Oden
 
oden said:
Welcome Iain1... love the intro. you found the right place. the people here just rock the love!! we share the same longing. i too had been searching for an answer to a question i did not understand..i was lost in my understanding. then i saw The Spirit Molecule. and my feet hit the ground runnng to understand.. through just reading everything i could. i found this place.. And i read and i learched. and i could not believe these people shared the same planet with me... there pretty cool uh? next thing i know ...BAM!! i found a home.. lost a empty feeling. and learned about the spice. from these amazing people... and learned the most incredible things... hope the same happens for you... if you need any help.. there are some bright eggs in here that just love to help.. good luck in all that you seek..<3 respect Oden
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Thanks for the reply, I am utterly lost here with all the people that know,... In my younger days I would have considered myself a bit of a 'head' I used to meditated with LSD, I would like to share that one if I may, I would wait till it peaked ... listening to music ...smoking blah blah, then I would try and float in 'dream creation' stage for a while and then consciously dismiss ALL images ...like an arrow. flying through images and concepts my mind would 'grab' onto. Well, one day, as I flew through these images and concepts enjoying the colours and images, but letting them go like sand through ones fingers, I popped into a very bright peaceful place that wrapped around me, this happened all of a sudden, bang, pop,.......... This is what I describe as stage 1..... as I kept experimenting, over the years I would be able, given time and peaceful setting, to enter stage 2. This is where i became part of the peaceful light and entered all i can describe as ultimate intelligence...... I still have shadows of this experience in my everyday life, It sort of motivated me, for want of a better phase.... perhaps even haunts me.
This sent me on to write and discover a few so called gurus and I read, all the time, spiritual philosophy. I meet Osho (Rajneesh) once and as I smiled at him as he passed by I saw it in his eys. he knew I was not looking for something but had something to give, but allways an inner voice/flavour/intuitive sense has had me search for that something. I have never tried DMT but I feel I need to, to touch that place again.

My life now is high-profile business and to even suggest I would be draw to this site might jeopardize my position so to speak, hahahaha.
I would really like to become a full time life coach and motivate some of these poor souls I meet. Most of them trying desperately to compensate for their inner sense of insignificance, blindly, as slaves to fashion tv drugs or worse, like the Matrix.... I feel like the 'lie to me' character sometimes, only more so. Every time I walk into even a department store, I get a cacophony of information as I look at people. Needless to say I stay away from large groups for this reason. I can sort of beam in to people If I so choose, and have in the past 'touched' some people, metaphorically speaking.

I did a major in psychology then counseled drug users in the arts of harm minimization at one time. But it was so depressing to see most of these people I quit and now do something completely different.
Im rambling.....sorry. strange ..I feel better telling this forum my story than I have EVER before. Thanks for reading.
I guess all here have similar stories and I would like one day to try DMT. Im not able to do the extraction thing in my current space, so I will have to wait for the wave to come. I really envy you guys, and to think DMT is apparently all around me here in Australia. But to find 500gm or so of MHRB is not within my grasp.

This site is so professional I feel secure... Thank you so much. How would I upload an image. Perhaps Im not allowed to.
Regards Iain
 
There is the potential to revisit this place with DMT, but do not expect it to be like a gentle meditation. Smoked DMT throws you into a state, it shoots you out of a cannon and you have no say in this whatsoever. It can be frightening, it can be very beautiful. I myself have visited a place were time, language and sense of being ceased to exist. It felt like I'd reached the end of everything and to feel that brought a major relief.

If you want a slower, more gentle journey, look into Ayahuasca preperations.
But smoked DMT is really something one should experience at least once.

I hope to read more about your LSD adventures soon! :)
 
obliguhl said:
There is the potential to revisit this place with DMT, but do not expect it to be like a gentle meditation. Smoked DMT throws you into a state, it shoots you out of a cannon and you have no say in this whatsoever. It can be frightening, it can be very beautiful. I myself have visited a place were time, language and sense of being ceased to exist. It felt like I'd reached the end of everything and to feel that brought a major relief.

If you want a slower, more gentle journey, look into Ayahuasca preperations.
But smoked DMT is really something one should experience at least once.

I hope to read more about your LSD adventures soon! :)
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I want to smoke DMT brother... I am very ready and I would get myself in the right frame of mind, if thats feasable.... beforehand.:lol:
 
I just read my Intro again after a few years, I was rummaging around, and I want to thank you all for your encouragement.
I must suggest a follow up essay thread, at one year after DMT then 2 and so on. Will any of you see this 'reply' I guess not

Now 6 years this month. I have tried DMT Only 3 x 25mg doses in the first 2 years, then micro dosing 5 or 6 times in the past 4 years. Not touched for over a year.

The most fascinating substance. I am sure it has added IQ and word power and intellect and passion and so much more to my life. Creativity and focus. Thank you so much for providing safe advice. Traveler, Endlessness and Nenn and so many more .....
Like a beautiful Mexican wave Over time, I have watched similar questions come up time and time again, that I had. And I see kind caring responses. I am blessed
Regards G
 
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