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Rising Star
Hello all I've been a lurker for quit a while and thought it was about time I started posting here.
Writing is really not one of my strong points so please excuse my poor style of written communication.
Im a 33 year old living in the UK. I had never really considered using any drugs other than alcohol:roll: until I was 25.
Through various sycronicitys(spelling?) and what I can only describe as a guardian angle type of force I found myself pushed into the world of conspiracy theories and soon after decided to try Cannabis.
Due to my constant attention focusing on the negative consipacy theories and regular cannabis use, I found myself on a depresion lead breakdown.
It was when I was at my lowest I felt as if I needed to try Salvia.
Having never tried any psychedelics, My first time with SD came as a bit of a shock. I broke through on first attempt and was met by two entities who kept reassuring me that every thing will be ok. The experience had a great impact on me and I was able to let go of a lot of my worries, though I never felt the need to try it again.
Roll on to 12 months ago I became curios about magic mushroom and started my own grow.
A little bit apprehensive about what would happen I took my first trip and was filled with bliss. I had never felt so good in my entire life. The following trips I took lead to a more meditative style, on my own with just music lying down.
I became fascinated how I could feel my body melt away but my soul was able to partake in the psychedelic wonder land.
This curiosity lead me to DMT.
I only had my first journey about a month ago and was totally blown away by how beautiful the experience was.
two weeks ago I was tripping on shrooms and at the peak decided to try some dmt. The results where amazing, during one of the journeys I was shocked out of hyperspace my a loud WOOOOOing noise. I though "what the hell is that" only to find it was me. I was screaming from the top of my lungs Woooo and then I burst into belly bursting laughing, laughing like I had never done before, as if I had been blasted by gods giant love cannon.
Sorry about the rambling, like I said at the start I'm no writer, but the information I've gained from the nexus is great and with out the members posting there is no nexus so figured I should start posting.
Thanks CD
Writing is really not one of my strong points so please excuse my poor style of written communication.
Im a 33 year old living in the UK. I had never really considered using any drugs other than alcohol:roll: until I was 25.
Through various sycronicitys(spelling?) and what I can only describe as a guardian angle type of force I found myself pushed into the world of conspiracy theories and soon after decided to try Cannabis.
Due to my constant attention focusing on the negative consipacy theories and regular cannabis use, I found myself on a depresion lead breakdown.
It was when I was at my lowest I felt as if I needed to try Salvia.
Having never tried any psychedelics, My first time with SD came as a bit of a shock. I broke through on first attempt and was met by two entities who kept reassuring me that every thing will be ok. The experience had a great impact on me and I was able to let go of a lot of my worries, though I never felt the need to try it again.
Roll on to 12 months ago I became curios about magic mushroom and started my own grow.
A little bit apprehensive about what would happen I took my first trip and was filled with bliss. I had never felt so good in my entire life. The following trips I took lead to a more meditative style, on my own with just music lying down.
I became fascinated how I could feel my body melt away but my soul was able to partake in the psychedelic wonder land.
This curiosity lead me to DMT.
I only had my first journey about a month ago and was totally blown away by how beautiful the experience was.
two weeks ago I was tripping on shrooms and at the peak decided to try some dmt. The results where amazing, during one of the journeys I was shocked out of hyperspace my a loud WOOOOOing noise. I though "what the hell is that" only to find it was me. I was screaming from the top of my lungs Woooo and then I burst into belly bursting laughing, laughing like I had never done before, as if I had been blasted by gods giant love cannon.
Sorry about the rambling, like I said at the start I'm no writer, but the information I've gained from the nexus is great and with out the members posting there is no nexus so figured I should start posting.
Thanks CD
I always take those conspiracy theories with a pinch of salt, and can certainly see why they were having a negative impact on your mental health - I often feel that they are the work of a paranoid mind, which can be quite an infectious thing.
