Hi, SoT here. some may recognize the abbreviation.
I write here in the hopes that i might be allowed to engage with people in a constructive way again, that perhaps I shouldn't be judged on a past identity from years ago. I argue that as a person enters their twenties they gain maturity, respect, and maybe even wisdom.
SoT has been caring, open, accepting, thoughtful and kind. and i intend to continue being so, i gain alot from this forum - the opinions and very helpful knowledge other members provide. Through reading the forum i can gain new perspectives and learn things, Although without input i cannot contribute or learn retrospectively.
I acknowledge that i have been a negative part of some peoples experience here - mainly in the chat under a different name altogether and for that im sorry, in the past i was not only attention seeking but overly direct (blunt, rude) in opinions and beliefs. I apologize.
SoT however, is my persona, with no bad past. the only punishment dealt to SoT, is for being ME. I dont believe i have ever said anything wrong, been rude or hurt anyones feelings -ever- as SoT.
I dont intend on making another account, or using this account in any permanent way in the future, If someone can explain the permanency of the feelings towards me id be more than happy to listen and respond respectfully. If im banned yet again with no reason, and my email is ignored, then i dont understand and well - its goodbye nexus. Ive loved being part of this COMMUNITY and never meant to harm anybody, I believe ive been easy to get along with in the past 1.5 years or so
(i never intended to out myself. SoT was a new me)
Signed with love
SoT
I write here in the hopes that i might be allowed to engage with people in a constructive way again, that perhaps I shouldn't be judged on a past identity from years ago. I argue that as a person enters their twenties they gain maturity, respect, and maybe even wisdom.
SoT has been caring, open, accepting, thoughtful and kind. and i intend to continue being so, i gain alot from this forum - the opinions and very helpful knowledge other members provide. Through reading the forum i can gain new perspectives and learn things, Although without input i cannot contribute or learn retrospectively.
I acknowledge that i have been a negative part of some peoples experience here - mainly in the chat under a different name altogether and for that im sorry, in the past i was not only attention seeking but overly direct (blunt, rude) in opinions and beliefs. I apologize.
SoT however, is my persona, with no bad past. the only punishment dealt to SoT, is for being ME. I dont believe i have ever said anything wrong, been rude or hurt anyones feelings -ever- as SoT.
I dont intend on making another account, or using this account in any permanent way in the future, If someone can explain the permanency of the feelings towards me id be more than happy to listen and respond respectfully. If im banned yet again with no reason, and my email is ignored, then i dont understand and well - its goodbye nexus. Ive loved being part of this COMMUNITY and never meant to harm anybody, I believe ive been easy to get along with in the past 1.5 years or so
(i never intended to out myself. SoT was a new me)
Signed with love
SoT
